::: PRELUDE :::
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
THIS. IS. JUST. SO. FUNNY!!!
Okay, I just heard the BEST JOKE of my life... kinda, EVER!
Like... Yesterday?
Or was it the day before yesterday?
That somebody actually fall for that PREVIOUS SOMEONE!!!
ZOMG. I LAUGH DIE LIAO.
Can you actually believe that?
I mean, the way the previous someone is RIGHT NOW,
Is SO NOT cool at all.
I mean... Oh well, you wouldn't understand that.
And I, don't understand, how somebody can like that someone? =w=???
Anyway...
You know what's the best thing?
I CONGRATULATE THE BOTH OF THEM!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA~~~ XDDDDD
*cough* Sorry, I had to control myself.
And the oddest part is...
IT DOESN'T HURT!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIII~
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIII~~~
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIII~~~~~~
::: Main Theme :::
哈。
My heart really died down thoroughly.没想到这么容易得就淡了。
Shocking, and surprising.真的。。。好惊讶。
But it's a good thing. PX是好事吗？
Well, it's not good to dwell on the past...我不确定，但。。。
Especially not for someone that had changed so much...对于一个我很确定不会爱上我的人。。。
And comes to hurt you like mad...而且还泼了我一生冷水的人。。。
Though the only reason of me hesitating, is because of our friendship.这可能是件好事呢。。。
But you know what?哈，想让我死心还真简单呢。。。
This person is really not the same person as before.只要不再给我希望，就好了。
I can't even be a friend to this person anymore.就这么简单。
Self-centered, selfish, self-conscious... oh wait. This is a good point.但是。。。
Anyway, I'm done with it, since that day.她的确赢走了我的心。
Nii-chan wa iu tori na, hito ga kawaru naraba...而且，我们什么都没说过。
Kimochi mo, kawatta.那就暂时这样吧。
Itsumade mo suki no hito wa ano toki no hito.而我，也会尽量做个好情人。。。
Ima no hito janai dakara ne...?让彼此都不会有遗憾。。。
Dakara kokoro ga shinchatta.。。。吧。。。？
En! Kitto, sore da yo.Insert: 他不爱我 [by Karen Mok]
Maa, kioku wa...他不愛我 牽手的時候太冷清 擁抱的時候不夠靠近
Yappari, kioku dake da yo na...他不愛我 說話的時候不認真 沈默的時候又太用心
Nani mo, kawari nai yo.我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
Honjitsu dakedo, genjitsu de wa nai.我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨
Sore wa, saigou no kotoba datta.我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心
Sayonara, taisetsu no hito yo--- iya.他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心
Motto no taisetsu no hito.
Mou, kawatta no hito.
我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
Sayonara.我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨
我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨
我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
Eh?
他不愛我。。。
Ah,
儘管如此。。。
Sou.
他還是贏走了。。。
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
我的心。。。。。。。
:: Outro (Written in May 11) ::
This is... interesting.
Thanks to my curiosity, I asked somebody about how someone talked about me.
Since, well, apparently someone is spitting venom at me.
So, I asked.
And I laughed at the replies.
Why laughed? Well...
It's very simple... because, so much that it might be true...
It's just purely a way to blame me for whatever had became towards us right now.
How funny is that?
Hey, you're the one who didn't apologize nor show any gratitude.
You can't blame me for having my heart sank since that day.
And now you're twisting some things...
Just because you don't really understand WHAT exactly happened.
Or what I'm really thinking, nor what I really am.
You just DON'T know me.
And you said everything as if you knew me 100%.
I can tell you somethings that you're wrong.
Though there's one thing you're right about me: I'm lazy.
That's the only thing you EVER correct about me.
Me being having lacks of seriousness, commitment and initiative?
Oh, you just DON'T know me.
I had been serious, I had committed, and I AM initiative.
But that's only happening when I really think that this is gonna work...
...or rather, something that I really wanted.
And you're NEVER there when I'm all that.
You ask Kou, you ask my schoolmates.
They saw that, but you don't.
Because you're always ignoring whatever I'm doing and thinking.
Because you WANT to isolate yourself from me as much as possible.
You never really step into my world and feel what I feel.
Oh, before anyone talks about it: I AM NOT DEBATING.
Stating the truth out and debating whether the fact is real/acceptable is DIFFERENT.
Anyway, you accused me for being all those, fine.
Because to you, it might seemed as that.
You accused me as the main reason why our friendship broke apart, huh.
Because to me, you're the reason I decided to break it apart.
Have you thought of that?
Have you reflected on what you really done to the others?
Hurting them so much that you can't believe you've did it?
Oh, I can tell you, you really hurt a lot of people even if you don't know.
Or maybe you knew, but you just DON'T care.
It might not be the truth for you, but in my eyes, that's how it is.
I see what I see, I said what I see.
You did the same at me, and I shall do the same at you.
No more sympathizing, because you definitely don't deserve it.
Revenge is sweet, eh?
To you, of course.
I was merely blocking your venom with my laughter.
You will found out neither of your words get through me,
Because I had totally immune to you.
As I have totally cut ties of us in my heart since that day.
You? You're still lingering.
You won't accept the fact that I turned love into hate.
You won't accept the fact that I really gave up on you.
You just won't accept them.
Because if you really do accept it, you won't be talking bad about me.
It's because you still care about this case, that's why.
So why, instead of shooting venom at me,
You THINK of what's wrong with yourself.
Oh no, don't tell me there's nothing wrong with you,
Because if there's nothing wrong with you, no one would hate you so much.
Until the point their hearts are frozen and the ties were slowly grazed off.
...now, come to think about it, I should make this as another new blog post.
Oh well, who cares?
They're related anyway. *shrugs*
And so, if you really DON'T CARE about it anymore...
Why did you stop by my blog and take a look at them?
*rollseyes*
Anyway, until the day you finally apologized to me,
Which of course, in my opinion, it will never happen because...
"I have done nothing wrong! Why should I apologize? You're the one who needed to do so!"
Yeap, that's what you'll say. In my HUMBLE opinion. *grin?*
And so, I shall not be hoping for that day to come.
But if that day came... hmmm...
Depends on which language you're saying to me.
And how much sincerity you had in your words.
I might consider......
By the way, before you even tried to speak worse stuffs at me.
Think of how much I've done for you.
How much times, money, and heart I spent on you.
Oh wait, you won't even think that those are my efforts.
Because you DON'T care.
*nods nods nods*
Ah,
儘管如此。。。
Sou.
他還是贏走了。。。
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
我的心。。。。。。。
:: Outro (Written in May 11) ::
This is... interesting.
Thanks to my curiosity, I asked somebody about how someone talked about me.
Since, well, apparently someone is spitting venom at me.
So, I asked.
And I laughed at the replies.
Why laughed? Well...
It's very simple... because, so much that it might be true...
It's just purely a way to blame me for whatever had became towards us right now.
How funny is that?
Hey, you're the one who didn't apologize nor show any gratitude.
You can't blame me for having my heart sank since that day.
And now you're twisting some things...
Just because you don't really understand WHAT exactly happened.
Or what I'm really thinking, nor what I really am.
You just DON'T know me.
And you said everything as if you knew me 100%.
I can tell you somethings that you're wrong.
Though there's one thing you're right about me: I'm lazy.
That's the only thing you EVER correct about me.
Me being having lacks of seriousness, commitment and initiative?
Oh, you just DON'T know me.
I had been serious, I had committed, and I AM initiative.
But that's only happening when I really think that this is gonna work...
...or rather, something that I really wanted.
And you're NEVER there when I'm all that.
You ask Kou, you ask my schoolmates.
They saw that, but you don't.
Because you're always ignoring whatever I'm doing and thinking.
Because you WANT to isolate yourself from me as much as possible.
You never really step into my world and feel what I feel.
Oh, before anyone talks about it: I AM NOT DEBATING.
Stating the truth out and debating whether the fact is real/acceptable is DIFFERENT.
Anyway, you accused me for being all those, fine.
Because to you, it might seemed as that.
You accused me as the main reason why our friendship broke apart, huh.
Because to me, you're the reason I decided to break it apart.
Have you thought of that?
Have you reflected on what you really done to the others?
Hurting them so much that you can't believe you've did it?
Oh, I can tell you, you really hurt a lot of people even if you don't know.
Or maybe you knew, but you just DON'T care.
It might not be the truth for you, but in my eyes, that's how it is.
I see what I see, I said what I see.
You did the same at me, and I shall do the same at you.
No more sympathizing, because you definitely don't deserve it.
Revenge is sweet, eh?
To you, of course.
I was merely blocking your venom with my laughter.
You will found out neither of your words get through me,
Because I had totally immune to you.
As I have totally cut ties of us in my heart since that day.
You? You're still lingering.
You won't accept the fact that I turned love into hate.
You won't accept the fact that I really gave up on you.
You just won't accept them.
Because if you really do accept it, you won't be talking bad about me.
It's because you still care about this case, that's why.
So why, instead of shooting venom at me,
You THINK of what's wrong with yourself.
Oh no, don't tell me there's nothing wrong with you,
Because if there's nothing wrong with you, no one would hate you so much.
Until the point their hearts are frozen and the ties were slowly grazed off.
...now, come to think about it, I should make this as another new blog post.
Oh well, who cares?
They're related anyway. *shrugs*
And so, if you really DON'T CARE about it anymore...
Why did you stop by my blog and take a look at them?
*rollseyes*
Anyway, until the day you finally apologized to me,
Which of course, in my opinion, it will never happen because...
"I have done nothing wrong! Why should I apologize? You're the one who needed to do so!"
Yeap, that's what you'll say. In my HUMBLE opinion. *grin?*
And so, I shall not be hoping for that day to come.
But if that day came... hmmm...
Depends on which language you're saying to me.
And how much sincerity you had in your words.
I might consider......
By the way, before you even tried to speak worse stuffs at me.
Think of how much I've done for you.
How much times, money, and heart I spent on you.
Oh wait, you won't even think that those are my efforts.
Because you DON'T care.
*nods nods nods*
Oh well, I'm just merely speaking on behalf of my died heart here.
And this might be the very last time I ever write about you anymore.
Because, seriously, there's nothing much interesting to write about anymore.
And this might be the very last time I ever write about you anymore.
Because, seriously, there's nothing much interesting to write about anymore.
*smirks.*
It's scientifically proven, people who are more intelligent find it harder to express themselves in words. The feelings are so complicated that words alone can't begin to describe accurately what they (intelligent people) feel...
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