As you all might have noticed...
My faith for love has dropped significantly.
I can't trust whether that person is real or false right now...
Or rather, I'm just being negative.
I'd rather trust the negative,
Than letting myself to be drowned in the heaven,
Then dropped so damn hard in the hell.
The pain that inflicted would be much lesser compare to the latter one.
But also thanks to my negativity,
I have no confidence or any sort of security of "love".
I keep on asking if it's real...
Yet, I couldn't control my own feelings.
Even though I know that it might not be true,
I would still fall deeply into that person.
Or choose to trust someone that I shouldn't.
But I guess, that's what makes us human.
And human's feelings are the hardest to control.
And the hardest to understand...
Sigh.
It is right that you seek out the "Ugly" truth than to remain in a state of blissful ignorance. Makes you a stronger and better person at the end of the day.
ReplyDeleteSeek out others who walk the path and uphold similar principles (they're hard to spot, trust me). You may end up finding answers where you least expect.