亲爱的母亲......

Insert: Last Resort [by Paparoach]

亲爱的母亲，请你记得你今天所说过的事情。
你放心，我永远都不会再向你求救。
我有朋友，我有能力，我只是没有钱。
不用紧，我会自己去开一个户口，不再需要你的管理。
~Direct copy from my FB status



Itched to say this again in English:



Dear mother.
Please KINDLY remember what you've said today...
(Oh, maybe you won't because you said it "unintentionally"~ Oh how silly am I...)
I shall NEVER ask help from you anymore again.
I shall have my friends, my abilities, my everything.
I DO have money, thank god you gave it to me.
But come to think about it: I never should've taken it.
I should've work myself through it... oh how silly of me once again.

I apologize.
I never should've taken your money.
I never should've use your money.
I never should've ask for money.
I never should've BORN in this so-called rich family.

I would rather be born in a small, poor, family, and let myself to strive through all the challenges.

Rather than being in this small cage, unable to learn a single thing...
Not to survive, not to take care of myself...
Being spoonfeed... no. Not good at all.
Worse of all: No freedom.

Nuh-uh. Not GOOD at all.

I'd rather fly and BANG and DIE just like that...
But at least I tried, I experienced, I DID it by myself...
I had a choice, and that's my choice...
And at least I won't have any regrets.

At least I fly, for once.
Just like when I chose to steal a person's kiss without thinking the consequences.

真的真的很爱你 [自创歌词]

Insert: Honey (by GUMI)

This is like a sudden inspiration, actually...
And the lyrics came from my actual feelings.
Is this the first ever Chinese song that I try to compose?
Perhaps, perhaps not...

Well, this is the first ever to let me have an idea and recorded it down though... |DDD

Intro (Speech) :

「愛してる、兄ちゃん。

どうが、幸せになってください...」


Verse 1:

我好想念和你 S M S 的快乐

我好想念和你西哈打闹的快乐

多么的开心，多么的幸福

就这么简单就能得到满足


我好想念和你手牵手的日子

我好想念和你互相调戏的日子

那一片蛋糕，那一杯红茶

就这么奇妙的变成了佳肴


Pre-Chorus 1:

但，欢乐的时光就是那么快结束的

被我的理性，被我的双手

是我先放弃了爱你的资格

让这一小段奇迹般的幸福结束了


Chorus 1:

但是我真的真的很爱你

爱到我控制不了自己的感情

不想掉入这个没结果的陷阱

却又一次一次被你的温柔所拉近


就因为我真的真的很爱你

爱到我遍体鳞伤还继续下去

刻意的避开你我持续不下去

就这样慢慢的被你的温柔所侵蚀


Verse 2:

从哪天开始我们开始不通话

从哪天开始我已经把你给隔离

但我删除不了你，删除不了回忆

一遍又一遍重复读着我们的过去


从哪天起我不再等着你的消息

从哪天起我不再拿起手机 S M S 你

那时的快乐，那时的伤心

我很想把全部关于你的忘记


Pre-Chorus 2:

但，我每次都下不了手，股不起勇气

这一段幸福，这一段感情

哪怕只是一片浪漫的幻影

它在我脑海里深刻地留下了痕迹


Chorus 2:

就因为我真的真的很爱你

爱到我遍体鳞伤还继续下去

不想掉入这个没结果的陷阱

却一次又一次的被你的温柔所拉近


但是我真的真的很爱你

爱到我控制不了自己的感情

刻意的避开你我持续不下去

就这样慢慢的被你的温柔所侵蚀


Bridge:

泪不停的落下
就像伤口上撒了一堆盐
身体被疼痛所麻痹
心被打碎

我处于地狱中
生不如死
好痛苦


Chorus 3:

我真的真的真的很爱你

爱到连我自己都快要窒息

它就只是个奇迹般的幻影

却逼真得让我堕入下去不能够回去


就我真的真的真的很爱你

爱到我控制不了自己的感情

明明很清楚这是没结果的骗局

最后还是欺骗了自己


就因为我真的真的爱着你

所以我才必须离开你


Outro (Speech) :

"Goodbye my love, you will always be within me...

But now, I must leave...

I'm gone."

Many thanks to my dearest Nii-chan for all the lyrics nyahaharrr~~~

Oh, and quoted from the same person:

痛，

不分长短，

只说付出的感情……


付出得多，

痛楚越大；

付出得少，

一点都没感觉……

不在乎时间的长短……

I agree very much towards this statement.
Though I don't think it's towards me but... I still agree with it. <3
Perhaps that's the reason why I created a song...? Hmmm...

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Anyway, just to celebrate this day...
Where I'm able to steal one's kiss with my own first kiss......

I shall post the whole scene in my P.O.V. |DDD

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*DIRECT COPY FROM MY SKYPE*

Very epik: go to the house first time, dunno what to do. Leave the house. Then go back - thinking of grabbing my earring - but that person didn't find it, so we chat for 30 minutes and then I go backkk... get on my car... driving... then decided to take a U-Turn back the house and finally did it. |DDD

The summarized (?) "convo" we had for the third time I get back to that house...

NOTE: The "convo" is originally in Chinese. I'm lazy to type the epikness out MWAKAKAKA!

WO: *waiting outside the gate, rang the doorbell, twirling my carkey*
TA: *look at me* What happened?
WO: You open the gate first.
TA: Har? Why?
WO: Open first.
TA: Oh. *open the gate*
WO: *walks in*
TA: What happen? *behind the steel door*
WO: Open the door first. *smirks*
TA: What? What? What happen? What do you want to do? Why are you smiling like that?
WO: Open the door first. *continues my smile*
TA: *opens the door*
WO: *looks at the gate* Eh, you might want to leave your gate open.
TA: HUUUH??? Why?
WO: Just open it.
TA: Uhhh... But why? Your tayar poncek izzit?
WO: Juuuust open it.
TA: ... *opens the gate*
WO: *looks at it* Well, I guess it's enough for me to walk then can already... never mind.
TA: Huh?
WO: *speed grab on TA de shoulders and kissed smooched on the lips, then ran away towards the gate........ just to notice that the gate is CLOSING UP* (innerself: wtf?!) *runs through the gate and get onto my car. Make a funny face at TA in the car.......as I SOMEHOW saw TA "smiling"...??? Hmmm. It's a mystery. Oh well~*



|DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

This is my whole journey of stealing a kiss with my own first kiss...
The first time I gathered enough courage to do such thing in 19 years...

Ah, awesomeness.
Shall never forget. |DDDDDDDD

Covers, Again! 8D

Insert: Take Off [by 2pm]

As of today... This weekend...
I have accomplished something again! 8DDD
MWAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAAAAA~

I covered FOUR SONGS! Again, FOUR SONGS! *Heartssssssss~~~*



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First song, is the EMO song...
Which is, well, singing through reading my lyrics created for some certain someone.
And so far, it's the best version of it...

Just Be Friends.

The first time I can be touched by my own song, and had the feel to cry after listening...
This, is the first cover that I was able to be touched like that. =3

But of course, after listening to 100000xxxxxxx times, the feelings are gone. 8DDD *shot*

I guess the main reason of it being able to touch me and I can sing smoother,
Is because of the key. 0w0
More... depressing, I must say?
Somehow... yeah. PX



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Then, inspired by all the lovely couples out there...
And the love story of Yuki Sama (heheh~ =3)...
I chose this song to be dedicated to all the couples out there.

Take Off.

Inspired so much by the first phrase of the whole song:

"Kimi to deatta no wa, tada no guuzen janai...
Kore wa unmei to... Yobun da."

Translation:
"The meeting with you, is not a coincidence...
'Fate' is what this is called."

So a word to you all lovely couples out there: Don't give up!
And I wish you all happiness. *heart~*



This is also the first song ever that enable me to sing so many times...
To correct the errors and everything... (especially the Rapping part XD)
And be looped for an infinite time after it's done...
Without getting bored by it. ^w^

I DAMN love this song ever since it was published.
And I never thought that I would cover a male's song,
Without even re-pitching the song. 8DDD

Damn, I love this song... and I'm awesome LOLZ XDDD *shot*



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After that, was a dedication to SHUAI SHUAI DE Katsuki-kyuuun~

Catch You, Catch Me.

Somehow, the singing rosak already OTL|||
But the mini voice drama (all by me 89) is not bad LOLZZZ XDDD

Why is people calling me a Tsundere though...... =v=||||||

The second cover EVER to have a "mini-drama" with "different voices" of mine PXXX



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Lastly... A song dedication to Nii-chan...
SUPPOSED TO BE.
But.
Uhh.

WHAI DOES THIS COVER SOUNDS SHO WEIRD?!?!?!?!?!? =///=?!

And this was supposed to be a very innocent song...
A song of our childhood animation...

But then............................. OTL|||

I broke my own childhood... TAT

Honey...

If you don't pay attention to it, you will think that this is another cover.
But this cover shan't come from MY MOUTH.
Or rather, the singing has too many odd parts to point out. OTL|||
Anyway, a tips to listen to "odd parts":
1. Headphones, on.
2. Concentrate on only the song.
3. Compare the difference of this and my normal singing attitude.
4. You may use include pictures if you want...wtf. =A=?!

Okay. Enough of talking nonsense...
Suit yourself if you decided to listen to it. =v=
But of course, you might sense nothing from it |D
Especially for those "innocent" people out there WEEEEEEEEEEE~~~



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So that's ALL~ 8D

Damn, I talked more than usual for today... =v=
Ahahahahahahahaaa........ OTL|||

Bon Odori 2011! 8D

Insert: Hare Hare Yukai [by Hirano Aya]

BON ODORI TWO THOUSAND ELEVEN!!!
I must say... IT'S THE BEST UP 'TILL NAOOO!!! 8DDD

Firstly, I haz my dear candy Coco Bear!!!
Then, I haz dear obaa-chan Pachinko Sakai-chan Blootot SACHIKO!!!
After that, I haz mah dear 黑社会大姐 Reina-onie-sama!!!

And... I haz uke shota-kun who wants a harem Katsu-chuan Katsuki!!!
Last but not least... I haz Alien ohime-sama-janai Mio Yuki-chuan!!!
Out of luck, we stumbled into:
1. SUPER SAIKANG QIQIQIQIQIQIQIQIQI~~~
2. SUPER LUKA-MOM WITH FRYING PAN AS WEAPONS LULU~~~
3. SUPER SAIKANG punye VIOLENT waifu.........tte dare dake??? Owo
4. SUPER... uhhh... SUPER............ UHHH... FB-FWEN CHARLEEN!!! (lolwhut)
5. SUPER FRIEND WHO GIVES US FREE HUGS VANESSA!!!
6. SUPER UKE PUNYE UKE Azunyan? OLD FRIEND CHUN YAU!!!

8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

See? Loads of funs. *Heart sign~*

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So, I start of the day with calling Kou out,

Went to Tesco and buy fresh stuffs,

And begin to make sandwiches...

(He said he had a phobia, but I had yet to understand what's that phobia...)

Then, we pack them up, and he mandi in my house.

After that, we went to Reina's house...

Pick her and her saru up...

Then we go eat Belacan Ramen.

Then, we collect everything...

And go to Salonpass Sharon's house...

The hell began.

Wearing the DAMN yukata takes much more time than I imagined.

Especially the tying of the DAMN obi...

MY GAWD.

I'm telling you, I'm gonna buy a male's yukata the next time!!!

I. DON'T. CARE.

Or an easy-wearing yukata...

Seeing how easy Onie-sama wore hers makes me wonder:

"Why did I buy mine in the first place...?" OTL|||

Sadcase indeed.

OH! I forget to say...

Onie-sama looked like a gangster boss ladeh. 8DDD

Especially with the black glasses. -heartsign~-

Me rrrieks.

Kou... before he wore it fully, he looked like kena raped like that LOLZ! XD

After wearing... OHHH~~~ Lengchai~~~ Are you a foreigner? Are you free tonight???

8DDDDDDDDDDD

Sachiko... do I need to explain how beautiful she is? -rollseyes-

I liked it from the top to the toe (especially the hair) and of course...

THE RABBIT TEETH DESUUU!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Me? -sigh- I guess I'm either too short or too fat...

I really had a FREAKING hard time dealing with the yukata... =v=

Well, at the end I had helps from saru for the Yukata + Obi...

Then the rest of the make-up + hairstyling by Kou =3

They said that I'm cute buttttt...

I see myself as an aunty trying to act cute OTL|||

-cough- Anyway...

Wearing the whole yukata took us more than 1 hour...

And it's nearly 5p.m. after we went back to Reina's house,

Grabbing the male's obi (because Kou didn't brought his...),

And make up... =v=

As we reached there, it's 6 something (I guess?),

And we're just so LUCKY that we get to park a place. -PHEW!!!-

The first that we met up with are Katsu-chuan and Mio-chuan~

Sadly they're not wearing yukata that day LOLZZZ!!! XDDD

They walk with us like... they're aliens LMAO!

I don't know why, but Reina and Saru went off,

Only the three of us + the two without yukata were walking to buy stuffs.

Suddenly, some certain people came by and asked us to take picture with them Owo

Oddddddddddd...

Not only one batch, but SEVERAL batch @w@

What the heck...?

It seemed that we're popular...

Or all people in Yukata are popular??? Owo?!?!?!

Shiranai.

Yappari wakannai.

Anyway, we bought... only some lil' things,

Since we brought sandwiches.

The sandwich made by Kou was really NOT BAD!

So stop saying that it's not good, okay? =v=

I mean, everyone who ate it said that it's nice... =v=

After some while after we gathered back,

Qiqi, Charleen, Lulu, Vanessa, and the others came!!! 8DDDDDDD

We haz hugs and everything...

And of course, let's not forget about the molestation on some certain beautiful leg...

That belongs to 黑社会大姐 Onie-sama~~~ XDDD

Then, there's an awesome sight of CHASING. O0O

Go, go, Qiqi!

I don't know who you're chasing but... GOOO!!! XDDDDDD

After some while... It's the start of the first round dancing.

I'm not there joining them, but Yuki + Katsu were going... =v=

Should've joined them OTL|||

Because there's a phone call. =v=

I was...... shocked? That this caller would call me and ask where am I?

Well, why can't the caller just call Reina instead? -sigh-

Oh well, I better go then...

Though I told the caller previously that we would meet if there's fate.

And yes, there is fate where the phone line happened to work...

But I really don't want it to happen.

It seemed that the prayer had proven to be useless... =v=

Oh well...

I seemed to be really childish... -sigh-

BUT! I bought Danish Sticks!!! 8DDD

HOT ONESSSSSS!!! -heart~-

But I didn't get to eat it though =x=

Sadcaaase...

And so, I walked back, and I spotted my caller.

Ooookaaaaaaaaaaay..................nowshouldIgoback? =v=???

I was hesitating so much because I got bored with walking around the stores...

And I can't go to the dance nor the toilet with so many things in hand...

Shizzles.

AHHHH~

Hard the head skin GO LARH!

Gah, the caller saw me.

KOUUUU~~~~~~ ;A;

TASUKETEEEE~~~

But of course, at the end, I kept a distance with my caller,

And avoid AAAANY single eye-contact.

Only called Kou and only Kou...

I think Sharon kinda wondered "What the heck happened?"

Haha... =v=

Luckily Yuki came back, and I left to the toilet with her... XP

And I have fun teasing her regarding Yagami... 89999999999

MWAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAAAAAA~~~

Ara ara, Yagami-kun wa yappari "shiawase" da yo ne~

Yuki-chuan mo onaji da yo ne~~~~~~

O~~~HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOO~~~ -pervyfaec-

After the whole toilet incident,

We went back to our spot...

While I continue in teasing someboudeh... >DDD

Ahhhh... So much fun... <3

As we went back...... IT WAS EMPTY!!!

(They had went dancing over there~~~)

I don't know why but I'm SO damn happy!

Okay, I know I'm being very immature here but......

And a lot of people commented "Sai mm sai oh..." but...

I'm just feeling awkward...kinda.

Whatever.

Oh well, I shall be there and nibble on mah danish stick--- COLD JOR~~~ DDD;

Sadcase...

At least I still have the sandwiches... Yum~~~

Wayne Papa teman me for a while...

Sadcase his loupo left him there XDDD

Lalalalala~~~

After the second round, they're back.

I'm so glad that my caller went back already... phew...

Now that I don't need to escape to avoid, I feel kind of relieved somehow...

Siiigh...

But then... Katsu-chuan also went back. =3=

I is sad...

Did we took a pic? I don't think so as well... OTL|||

At least I get to drink some aweshum shtuffs.... >DDD

ASAHI BEER!

SAKE!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

And since I'm not driving later, I CAN HAZ DRINK DESU!!!

PS: It was Reina who drove us here today =3 Arigatou Onie-samaaa~~~

PPS: We got a lil' "maigo" somehow LOLZZZ

FINAL ROUND OF DANCING!!!

It was EPIK.

Instead of joining the people in the middle to dance...

We formed our own line (though it's just a 4 - 5 people line) on the red path...

And start to dance! 8DDD

And this was also when we met CY. PX

Nice meeting you again!!! =3333333333

We dance dance dance...

And we dance until the speakers there...

From Panasonic clock tower until the speakers... wow.

We're SURELY amazing... =v=

And in between the intermissions, we ran back towards our starting point LOL!

It was really EPIK!!! XDDDDDDDDD

And so much fun. -heartsssssss-

Not to mention that there's a lot of people took photos of us... what the heck??? =A=?!

And we don't know them @w@

So weird...

Did they photo every single people with yukata or just us because we're in a HUGE crowd???

Or was it because of Sachiko the beauty, Kou the handsome uke and Reina the gorgeous aweshumness??????

Whatever it is... I don't think they would recognize me... =v=

Though I hope that they would tag me...

I HAZ NEEDZ NEW PROFILE PIC DESU DAKARA SAA!!! DDDDDDX

Ahhh...

This day has really been satisfying...

But not good enough...

I DIDN'T MEET A LOT OF FWENS THAT WENT THERE DDD8

Not fairrrrr... \(=3=)/

Suan liao. -sigh-

At least I have mah gang here. -heartsss-

Next year: Bon Odori 2012... IN PENANG!

Let's GO there!!! >DDDDD

And so, that's the end of--- wait.

THERE'S STILL PTT!!! 8DDDDDD

Between me, Yuki, Kou, Reina, and Sachiko.

Awesomeness overwhelming.

Especially the chegai Shiritori XDDDDDD

I can't believe it went sooooo off topic and we STILL can continue LMAOOO!!!

It was SUCH an awesome night...

And the drinks were AWESOME as well!!!

Thank you Sharon!!!

ME RABBU YOU DESUUU!!! -chuchuchu~~~-

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Yesyes, I know I'm immature... Childish... You name it.

But it's some sort of awkwardness in my heart just came up...

I dare to answer the calls, but...

I just didn't seemed to dare facing it.

Ah well, I shall continue this in another blog post...

After I finished my re-cover of JBF. =v=

Ciaozzz for NAO! 8DDDD

Pretending...? Or not...?

Insert: Pretending [by Rachel and Finn]

Tomorrow shall be Bon Odori.

I shall meet a lot of people...

Cosplay friends...

Close Friends...

Old friends...

And familiar strangers...

Shall I continue pretending?

That I still know them...?

Or I shall stop pretending,

And walk away from them...?

I can never tear the walls apart,

So it'll be best if I only be pretending...

Or maybe I shall just walk past them...?

Argh, this is so hard to decide.

I really hoped that I won't bumped into familiar strangers that I don't want to meet tomorrow...

Especially it.

And her.

And... who knows who's out there tomorrow?

Gah, maybe I should wear a mask tomorrow.

It'll be much better to pretend.

And shall take it down when I'm with the people I want to be with,

And put it up when I want to ignore some certain people.

Chotto tsurai dakedo, shouganai da yo.

MULTIPLE K!!!

Insert: Wei Le Ni Er Huo [by Y2K]

Friday... July 8th...

The so-called BEST DAY in the whole last week...

Morning, went to school, blahblahblah... skip that.

Then... after school, around 2, went to fetch people...

First, Reina, then to Times Square...

Get Kou in the squad (lolsquad?)...

We MARCHED into Sungai Wang.

PS: Mana ada block? Takde pun~ 8DDD

NOTE: It's just freaking 3p.m.... =A= Of course takde larh...

We heard that Katsu had already arrived there,

And so, we MARCHED even faster...

And REACHED! 8DDD

Daaaaaaamn...

I never knew that Katsu can sing so well in the lower range Owo

She's a REAL Alto... +A+!!!

I iz very the happy to sing with her that day <3

And thanks to her, and Reina, it made S.H.E. songs POSSIBLE...

FOR THE VERY FIRST TAIMUUU!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

We had so MUCH fun... pitching the keys......

We go +1... +2... +3....... +4!!!!!! 8DDDDDDDD

It's SO MUCH funnnnnn~~~~~~~ <3

Especially singing Ku Bu Chu Lai in +4 and... w00tzzz~~~ 8DDDDDDDDDD

Me and Kou, especially, sing like MAAAAAAD today <3

But WALAOEH!!! So tired xwx

After that, around 8p.m....

You must wonder why we can sing soooooo long from 3p.m. to 8p.m.

I guess it's because there's REALLY no customers around there... =v=

If it wasn't because of the time and what's gonna happen on 9th July,

We would just sing sing sing sing siiiiiiiinggggggggggggggg...

Until there's no tomorrow... 8DDDDDDDDD

Anyway, We drove to Kepong...

Seriously: NO ROADBLOCKS, NO CARS, NO NOTHING.

CLEEEEEAAAAARRR aje...

But of course, my mom and sis called me for so many times telling me it's dangerous...

Kepong is MORE dangerous......

Blahblahblahblahblah...

And... yeah.

That's why I left early anyway =v=

In Kepong, we went to Kuai Le foodcourt.

And... the first thing I saw is two... Vietnams? fighting.

Take one chair and is READY to hit the other dude...

Woooaaahhh...

Kepong is REALLY dangerous ohhhhh~~~ 8DDDDDDD

We found a place, sat down, and we start to order foods...

We ordered Takoyaki (which they gave 5 and only 3 are REAL Takos... the other 2 are Katsu), Okonomiyaki (hmmm... flour more than sayur...), O-Jian (Okk aje... The lala... Hmmm...), and Fried Lobak Gou (ah, this one I like. <3)

To be honest with you:

That day the stuffs weren't that nice compare to the last time,

When I go with the band members....... Hmmm. =\

Weird......

Katsuki ordered pasta... ok ok aje. Kou cook better 8D

I side-ordered a chilli noodle... which end up before MA RRRAT Noodle =A=!!!

At the end, we finished everything except for the extra-hot noodles...

During this time, we talked about a lot of stuffs...

And we touched about the topic of some certain dust.

We talked a lot of stuffs about him,

And there's one really good phrase that made us all liked it:

"你的存在本身就是个很大的错误╮(╯_╰)╭"

And so, we all decided to make this our status right after we get back.

Mana tau...

Some certain T come by and talk about things that... doesn't even make sense!

He thought that he had a lot of sense, but actually he doesn't.

Gah, I don't wanna talk about it.

Even the victory is not proudful.

I mean...

To "argue" with such a thing that doesn't understand a single thing at all...

Is a very, very, sad thing to do.

I feel so damn sad about myself.

Guilty, of course, on ganging up on someone such inferior.

Because...

No matter how much we WANT this thing to understand, it just doesn't.

Like, some sort of barrier is "shielding" it off from the bad words...

Or it's just deaf--- sorry, blind.

And so, I never should've started it in the first place...

Bullying a handicapped thing is a very bad thing to do.

I am so, so, sad.

8D

Funniest thing is, if I'm not mistaken, that same thing came by and so kindly visited,

And replied my posts.

And... again, if I'm NOT mistaken...

It might've misunderstood some certain things in my posts.

Of total 7 posts that this replier replied on,

And IF my hunch is correct,

There's actually 2 posts that wasn't about the subject that its mentioning about,

And one post it might've put itself into the subject although it wasn't meant to be its.

And there's actually one post that's about clearing all the problems off,

Sadly it doesn't comment... perhaps he doesn't get it?

Just because the name is different, by the way?

Who knows? -shrugs-

Or maybe it's a denial...wait, does it even understand what's "denial"?

And all those words that I'm saying: Does it really understand?

I'm happy for someone who actually came over and replied but...

I'm not happy when people READ, but STILL doesn't understand them.

And reply BULLSHITS......

But...

I don't care.

Come and visit, come and reply.

Because at the end, you still doesn't understand the real truth of the my whole life...

Or perhaps they're lies.

Who knows? -shrugs-

=3

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Oh, if you're wondering what's the "Multiple K" about...

Let me break it down to you:

Reina and I, are going to KL with Kou and Katsu to sing Karaoke then makan at Kepong and it's a KA-BANG! day but at the end Kena Kacao by a big block of DUST.

The end of story of this day.

CIAO~ 8DDD

Heh...

Insert: So Sick [by Ne-Yo] + A Little Too Not Over You [David Archuleta]

I've hide up the posts, I've remove my posts.

But one thing that I didn't do, is to delete you permanently from the list.

One must wonder: Why do until this extent?

Heh, I guess I'm just being furious about it.

Yeap, furious.

About what?

Well, if one was to confront me, I don't really mind still being friends.

But through this way? Man, you just made me mad.

And out of rage, I hide up your post,

And deleted anything that's none of my concern.

And soon, I shall not be in any kind of contact with you anymore.

I mean, why the bother?

If one doesn't want to face you, there's no point facing one back.

No point at all in putting you in my memories as well.

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I guess this is another twist to make me give you up better.

Since, if we're still friends, it'll make things even worse.

Or, if you're the only one who's ignoring me, then it'll be painful for me.

So it'll be better if I'm the one who starts to feel disappointed and get over it.

Right?

That's how I think about it.

And so, I shall delete you, soon.

Soon.

When I no longer feel the need to have you around me.

New covers!!! 8DDD

Yeap, you HEARD me... I HAZ NEW COVERSSSS!!!!!!

Though I've already shared them out in FB, but...

I guess I should put it here for easy access......

Save my time to go search for those deep-sea-like posts in FB....... =v=

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So......

In Friday night (I THINK), I covered one song for randomness purpose:

BUTTERFLYYY!!!!!!! 8DDDDD

Nope, I did NOT draw it.

Though I wished to do so....... =v=

I tried to cover it with a softer voice...

But it doesn't sound nice compare to how I literally screamed and yelled for the song.

That's why there's a lot of screaming and yellings in there. 8DDD

And also the reason why I decided to pitch up the key for the backtrack...

So that I can have full power to sing.

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Enough for screaming and yelling...

Time for some promised "emo"/soft/soothing covers:

Nee and Calc. [Piano Version]

Yeah, I promised these two covers to MYSELF...

And of course some certain nii-chan out there. =v=

So... this is it!!!

First: Nee.

This is using the original backtrack version.

But....... the one I sang the best, is CLEAR's version...

Which is one semitone lower in key.......

-sigh-

I'm SO NOT satisfied with this one...... NOT at all... -sighhhh...-

I MIGHT re-cover this one again... in a lower-key version...

Second: Calc.

This is, so far, the best ballad cover I had... IMO.

I don't know what the others said, but... Hmmm...

They said "Nee" is so good and everything but STILL...... :\

This is better OTL|||

Whatever, each person has their own preference.......

I chose Eng over Jap lyrics is because it's the easiest to express...

Yyyyeah...

"The song that I once sang and gave to you,

Is now just a sad love song, overplayed a time or two......"

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Originally, I planned to upload my re-cover of JBF but......

WALAO, HEN NAN TING OHHH!!!

Okay, I cut that idea off, and shall use my NORMAL voice to sing... =v=

Next time larh, next time.....

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Okay, enough of EMO songs...

Time for ROLLING STAR!!! 8DDDDDDDDD

As you all noticed, those 3 song art is very the fungly. XDDD

Of course! It's drawn by MEEE!!! 8DDDDD -shot-

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I found some funny thing...

I don't know why...

I LOVE my upbeat covers more than my ballad covers but......

The likes on them is lower than the likes on my ballad covers. :\

Why arrrr???????

Is they that bad that I didn't realize?!?!?! DDD8?!

Another dream...

Insert: Calc. [English Version]

Right after the previous dream, that same night, I had a dream about you again.

It's really another funny dream, which I actually asked you about "Nee"...

Right after I uploaded it up.

And you said you haven't heard it yet.

It's so realistic that I wonder if it's real...

...but of course, as my alarm rang, I knew that it's not.

Haha.

AH WELL WHATEVER. Just typing for "fun" purpose... =v=

A dream...

Insert: Teenage Dream [GLEE Cover]

I haven't finished updated my previous blog post..... whatever. OTL|||

Shit really happens...

Though I originally wanted to finish recording Tsumetai no Kokoro first but... =A=

Epik phail me.

Oh well, I guess I should post this up first. =v=

If not, my heart will be so itchy that I don't know how to express.

RAWR!!! -growls-

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I had a dream yesterday.

I don't know how it get into me but...

Apparently, we talked in the phone, and...

I don't know how the HECK I said that you WERE in love with me,

Which... I never thought of that before, in freaking real life.

Weird dream, yeap.

The... "normal" part is this dream though, is about you...

Calling me back after our first (or second) part of conversation in phone...

(Dang, this is SOOOO odd. =A= Why on earth we call for so many times anyway???

Dreams are REALLY weird shtuffs......)

Then, you said that you never loved me before.

Of course, the me in the dream said "Oh, yeah, that makes sense."

The me in real life however...

"OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T DAMN LOVE YOU IDIOT!!!"

OTL|||

The whole dream doesn't make sense.

It DOESN'T make sense at all.

The only part that make sense if what you said, yes.

That's all.

But still, it doesn't make sense why this dream came to me.

WHAT THE HECK?! =A=?!?!?!

And WHY during this time... -sigh-

Damn.

The oddest part, though, wasn't because of the dream...

Is about how I felt, in REAL LIFE.

BECAUSE of that dream.

-shakes head-

Damn, it's just a dream, and even it's a reality it has no concern with me okay?!

Damn you heart, stop aching now. -kicks-

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Oh dear, and here I'm having Mid-Term exams later...

But BLOGGING.

The heck man... =A=

And later the people's coming over to make my room dirty again...

I really hate my freaking life right now. OTL|||

Look on the bright side: I MET MICCHY!!!

AND I SNATCHED GOT SOME GEWD STUFFS FROM HER 8DDD

Nee and Calc.

Here I come. >3

I shall cover you two, and FINISH the damn composition...

By the way, Ame Oto is gonna be a BIG bang. >DDD

And Tsumetai no Kokoro...................

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...

...

orzorzorzorzorzorzorz.......

Suan le. =A=

I'm gonna go daydream for a few moments before I start composing again...

(Because that's how my ideas came LAWL... epik. =v=)

I'M GONNA PRACTICE DRUMMING AS WELL!!! >DDD

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH~~~~~~