Insert: Kyle Landry's Compositions
A lot of times, I've been thinking...
"You're not serious, right?"
'cause a lot of times, whatever we said, whatever we want to do, it sounds like a joke to me.
Or a very unplanned shit that will never happen in the future...
Or something so insignificant that will be forgotten...
I did not.
I cannot.
But when someone started to lost their fire, mine died as well.
= = =
You said you wanted to cosplay this and that, but how many have you SAID but want to really work on it and do it?
You said you wanted to do some videos, but how much did you actually put into thoughts and actually plan them out?
You said you wanted to do a lot of stuffs, but how far and deep can you concentrate on that without being sidetracked?
You said I can do this and that, but are you mocking/teasing my skills or you really mean it?
So many things that have been said, but... I only listen. I take no serious consideration, even though I really thought of plans for what that has been said... so yes, I was serious, for that moment, and then...
I noticed that there's no fire in there.
What for should I be serious on it too?
= = =
So many works that needed to be done.
I really thought that I can finish them alone... but the world does not work that way.
Humans are funny things - they need to "cooperate" with each other in order to achieve some sort of goal... why?
Why must humans need each other? Why can't they just be... alone... Independent... Do shits alone...
Why can't we be like, erm, snakes? (Is that a good example?)
I mean, snakes, uh, hunt and live mostly by themselves... isn't it?
Why can't we be like them?
Is it because of the skill slots are allocated differently for everyone that's why we need to cooperate in order to do something that we don't know and... shits?
Still, why can't a human live on their own?
Like, hermits?
It's possible right?
At least in that way, you don't need to worry if the people you're "cooperating with" is serious, or not.
There's only you, and only you.
Yesyes, it'll be boring and lonely... but hey, what's better?
Be disappointed, or be lonely?
Both are equally bad, actually... but loneliness might ensure your survival rate, since... well, you'll learn to be independent... or you'll just commit suicide because, well, you're lonely. :/
Other than that, I see no qualms in it... I guess?
= = =
So yeah.
Rants.
More rants.
About seriousness and shits.
Oh well.
Nothing's interesting in this world anymore. =v=
Everyone's just... living their life, like, following the flow~
What's the catch on it?
A steady life? With entertainments and shits?
I have a dream, but how many can get my seriousness in it?
-sigh-
Oh well. |3
