Monday, June 20, 2011

Cards and Thoughts......

Insert: Nyancat All By Myself [by Celine Dion?]

Today I is very the bored.
No lar, that "moral" doofus release us earlier... =v=
And so, I shall be typing a post today.
YYYEAY!!! 8DDD

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Yesterday I did some tarot reading...
By myself, of course. =v=
I don't trust the applications or whatsoever things like that.

Anyway...

"Unfinished business"...
Indeed, there is one VERY BIG unfinished business that I haven't taken care of.
What is that?
Well, I'm too tired to do another reading, so I was wondering about it myself.
And if I'm not mistaken, it must be...

Some. Certain. H. =v=

It's obvious that I don't love H anymore.
Demo, hakkiri shite nai no kana, atashi...
I'm not quite sure what's the intention of H but...
I guess I really should tell H off.
Mmhmm.
And until H really apologize,
Our relationship will be -HAIYA CHOP!!!- 8DDD

Even in my fantasy world, H don't stand a place anymore.
Yyyeap, you heard me.
Even for some thing such as a fantasy, H don't stand a place at all.
There's not a single lingering for H in my heart and mind anymore.
Mmhmmm~
This is really the first time I'm having this kind of... thoughts?



[OFFTOPIC]

Dude, I can't believe my favorite lecturer is gossiping/38-ing with me...
In FACEBOOK!!! XDDDDDDD
Miss Lina, I is very the zadao desu. PX

By the way, I'm blinded by the lights of happiness in front of me...
Carmen and Daniel arrrrrr~~~ =A=|||
Please be considerate WEIIIIII~~~~~~~ \(TAT)/

That's why I've been spamming my status about the two of them...
And Miss Lina goes and comment in most of them LAWL XDDDDDD
Once again: I is very the zadao muchie the very the desu. PXXXXXXXXXXXXX

PS: Carmen is very the high. =v=

[/OFFTOPIC]



So...
I did a lot of readings yesterday (nono, not the books),
And... hmmm...
Something bugs me, and cleared my heart at a certain point.

So... You never love me before, I guess...?
Oh well, I've somehow guessed it.
You just see me as a lil' kid who needs some comforts.

Or... was I giving you the wrong thoughts...?
Perhaps, since I was always complaining... Hmmm...
But seriously... I really AM a lil' kid, ain't I?

Demo saa, sunao ni wake nai deshou?
Datte... Atashi no koto, anta zen zen koi shite nai deshou?
Dakara... Nani mo... dekinai... kana...? -sigh...-

I'm wondering... Should I actually continue in pursuing this,
Or should I just let it be like nothing ever happened?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...



Ah, maa, nandemo ii yaaa~

Nani ga attara, Sawako-chan to Yano-chin ga aru dakara saa~~~ 8DDD

Eheh~~~ PXXX

1 comment:

  1. Congratulations on severing ties with "H", seems like you're one step closer to becoming a great person in life ^_^

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