"Hello, hello, Please give me a chance...
Hello, hello, I don't know how you feel right now...
Who knows? Two of us might be destiny...
Hello, the times I spent by your side,
Can no more compare to any other happiness.
I can't express myself to you,
My heart wants all of you, never let you go.
If this is love, I'll never let it go...
Who knows? The two of us...
Hello, hello..."
I have been ignored.
Ah well, I've guessed that this is gonna come one day.
After all, sono ai wa nisen no mono nanda.
It's been... 3 weeks? Since that conversation ended.
And since how long had the exchange of SMSes did not happen,
From the day until the nighttime.
Neither does the talk on the phone...
Of more than 1 hour and 30 minutes can handle...
(Or perhaps the fee is just too high HAHA)
Come to think about it, the life during that few weeks before were like...
Some kind of dream.
Some kind of dream of happiness and sweetness.
Yet, dreams are just dreams.
Reality isn't the same as what dreams are.
And of course, there might not be anyone that would realizing that dream for me.
Do I miss yet? Hell yeah I sure do.
But then, I can't miss it.
Because if I really do miss it, I would be drowned in the past again.
But seriously, I never knew what's the true feeling,
Of the both subjects in this relationship.
Though, if I really knew it...
Would I be strong enough to face it?
Or give it up when the time comes?
To be honest: I don't know.
Perhaps I would be calm about it...
Too calm, I'd say.
As if I've already predicted that this would happen.
Yet, when I turned around, tears would start flowing out like an everlasting fountain.
Maybe... Maybe...
Who knows if I might just laugh it off like cleaning some dusts off?
Or, I might feel nothing at all.
Or...
But to be honest, that day when you came and visit... your stuffs,
Yeah, I really don't think that you're here to visit a person so -shrugs-
That time that we chatted, I'm really happy...
And damn, I really hoped that you can stay for a longer time,
But... -sigh- You have work at 1230 so, I MUST tell you off.
Or else, you would be late... anyway.
That's yet another dream, and you're not here to visit me.
So I'm just doing my part, I help you send that thing here and there.
And that's all.
After that, we shall have no more connection.
Unless...
Nah, it's impossible for you to actually like me anyway.
Screw that idea off.
Nevertheless, it's the truth that I've been ignored.
"I said I wouldn’t let go of your hand,
I don’t know from when, but I don’t think so any more...
Maybe because I am too tender or too young?
You are so pretty but it’s certainly you don’t know true love,
I want to tell you but can’t express my true feelings...
Whatever I do, my heart, already unable to reach you?
The memories that's in my heart, it's keep on: Replay replay replay..."
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