Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Compilation of Feelings

Insert: Card Captor Sakura soundtracks...

「 過去の事 」
うんんんんん。。。
もし、その時のあたしがそう言うのもんが知ってるなら。。。
やっぱり。。。放棄しないよなああ。。。

でも、あんたが「幸せ」に感じてって。。。
それもう十分だ。
あたしは失敗の恋人じゃねえんで。。

はは。

と。。。そん何の事を聞いたんで。。。
やっぱり、嬉しい?PX



我真的希望你可以回去关丹。
回去见见你的旧朋友。=3
至少,他们是不会伤害你的。

找回那时候的你吧。

Take a rest before you restart your strive in this modern world.
Purify the you that had been corrupted.
Who knows what will happen?

Perhaps people would accept you more than ever. ^w^

At least, you won't be hurting those that cared about you that much anymore.

Oh, and please... PLEEEAAASE...
Get rid of that idiot........ boy. (I can't put him in the "male" category.
And don't hang out too much with those at GK.

Come back and find us more often... now that you have a car. PX
Have some CHE GAI time with us. 8DDDDDD
And have a break have a Kit-Kat with us. =3


「 现在的事 」

Today you came, and ate lunch with me.
I'm sorry for being so sleepy, because... well, I REALLY am tired.
And... yeah, you did nothing much to make me energetic, so... *shrugs*
Can't blame me for this.



我没说追随过去是坏事,
毕竟他曾经也是你的好友吧,
偶尔找一找他是可以的。
但是。。。
最好小心别掉回去了。

虽然你从没走过出来。*sigh*



讨厌你?
可能吧。
谁叫你让我跌下去?
还满深的?
嘛啊啊啊啊。。。
但是,我没有可能会恨你。



我不知道我对你好好解释了没有。。。
阿不过,我想澄清一件事:
我从来没有把你当作代替品哦~
我打从一开始都是。。。
爱着你?
嗯,应该是。

阿不过,如果是爱的话,还真得很短呢。。。。。。。 (悲伤的时间)
还是我长大了???

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Whatever.



某人在我打算和你“脱离关系”时问了一个很好的问题:
“怎么要这样做?你不是喜欢她吗?”
“就是因为喜欢,我才要这样做。”

喜欢这一个不喜欢自己的人,绑着他没用吧?
而且,那个所谓的“关系”也只不过是你为了逃避某人才这样做的吧。
现在他都不缠着你了,它的用意一早都结束了吧。

当然,让我真正会有着一种想法的,是因为朋友们的关系吧。
“既然你们两个不在一起,为何要放这个?”
“几时解除啊。。。看你几时放得下咯。”

放下。。。我放下了吗?
嗯,可能吧。
至少,是多亏你那一句话让我快点放得下的吧。

就算不是现在,迟早也能够。



[ Tsumetai no Kokoro ]

Thanks to the both of you, I finally am able to finish the second part of this song.

And... Hmm... What should I say...
I guess, I must say that I really had fun with you people.
During... that... 2 weeks?
(Yeah, the last I count, the exact time of fun is more or less 2 weeks... I guess.)

うん!すううううごく幸せだよ!

But, all fun stuffs always ended quickly.



Anyway, this is written in 28th June.
My feelings might differ from that time compare to now.
I just feel like putting it up. =v=
Tsumetai no Kokoro, very sadly, is not complete yet OTL|||

Oh well, just go and enjoy my words for now.

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