Misunderstood / Stirring...

NOTE: Direct copy from my FB status.
Insert: 如果或可是 / 真的真的很爱你 [NOTE: Different songs :/ One sang by me, one wasn't]


‎"...you said you didn't believe this song is meant for you. By saying this, you're denying my love for you. You really thought that I'm still in love with my first love - but seriously, who doesn't? You did the same. But if your denial towards my love is really the reason why you just won't accept me, then fine.

It's already been months, and I really don't quite care much about this already.

I've brought you on a date, I've sang songs for you, recorded songs for you, drew a mini-comic/leaflet as your birthday card, brought you a rose, gave you a cake, hugged you, kissed you.......

...and they're still not enough to prove my feelings for you?

I grinned at the thought of that, bitterly. Especially of all that I've done for you. Oh well, if that's how you really think, then I really have nothing to say, my dear.

And as someone's suggestion, I should have just forget about you.

And I shouldn't have typed my blog out.

Yet, I dislike misunderstanding.

So, I typed them out.

Just to let you know - if there's fate, once again - and to let myself know, how stupid I am fall into the wrong hands again and again..."

~ Arcym, Misunderstood




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Some Little Things That's Not Typed Out:


All those aside, I have never regretted in any of these.
Since they're the once that helped me learning something new.
And I'm pretty sure even though I really still am in love with you,
You will never come back to me.

Unless someone proved me wrong - but that's highly impossible.

And so, I shall continue living.
Living on those days that I have, or never, met you.
Yet, I will still be reminded of those things that the both of us shared.
Which... I'm pretty much was annoyed about.


The stirring in my heart, I just couldn't stand it...


-sigh-


Oh well... Time to go.