真的真的很爱你 [自创歌词]

Insert: Honey (by GUMI)

This is like a sudden inspiration, actually...
And the lyrics came from my actual feelings.
Is this the first ever Chinese song that I try to compose?
Perhaps, perhaps not...

Well, this is the first ever to let me have an idea and recorded it down though... |DDD

Intro (Speech) :

「愛してる、兄ちゃん。

どうが、幸せになってください...」


Verse 1:

我好想念和你 S M S 的快乐

我好想念和你西哈打闹的快乐

多么的开心，多么的幸福

就这么简单就能得到满足


我好想念和你手牵手的日子

我好想念和你互相调戏的日子

那一片蛋糕，那一杯红茶

就这么奇妙的变成了佳肴


Pre-Chorus 1:

但，欢乐的时光就是那么快结束的

被我的理性，被我的双手

是我先放弃了爱你的资格

让这一小段奇迹般的幸福结束了


Chorus 1:

但是我真的真的很爱你

爱到我控制不了自己的感情

不想掉入这个没结果的陷阱

却又一次一次被你的温柔所拉近


就因为我真的真的很爱你

爱到我遍体鳞伤还继续下去

刻意的避开你我持续不下去

就这样慢慢的被你的温柔所侵蚀


Verse 2:

从哪天开始我们开始不通话

从哪天开始我已经把你给隔离

但我删除不了你，删除不了回忆

一遍又一遍重复读着我们的过去


从哪天起我不再等着你的消息

从哪天起我不再拿起手机 S M S 你

那时的快乐，那时的伤心

我很想把全部关于你的忘记


Pre-Chorus 2:

但，我每次都下不了手，股不起勇气

这一段幸福，这一段感情

哪怕只是一片浪漫的幻影

它在我脑海里深刻地留下了痕迹


Chorus 2:

就因为我真的真的很爱你

爱到我遍体鳞伤还继续下去

不想掉入这个没结果的陷阱

却一次又一次的被你的温柔所拉近


但是我真的真的很爱你

爱到我控制不了自己的感情

刻意的避开你我持续不下去

就这样慢慢的被你的温柔所侵蚀


Bridge:

泪不停的落下
就像伤口上撒了一堆盐
身体被疼痛所麻痹
心被打碎

我处于地狱中
生不如死
好痛苦


Chorus 3:

我真的真的真的很爱你

爱到连我自己都快要窒息

它就只是个奇迹般的幻影

却逼真得让我堕入下去不能够回去


就我真的真的真的很爱你

爱到我控制不了自己的感情

明明很清楚这是没结果的骗局

最后还是欺骗了自己


就因为我真的真的爱着你

所以我才必须离开你


Outro (Speech) :

"Goodbye my love, you will always be within me...

But now, I must leave...

I'm gone."

Many thanks to my dearest Nii-chan for all the lyrics nyahaharrr~~~

Oh, and quoted from the same person:

痛，

不分长短，

只说付出的感情……


付出得多，

痛楚越大；

付出得少，

一点都没感觉……

不在乎时间的长短……

I agree very much towards this statement.
Though I don't think it's towards me but... I still agree with it. <3
Perhaps that's the reason why I created a song...? Hmmm...

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Anyway, just to celebrate this day...
Where I'm able to steal one's kiss with my own first kiss......

I shall post the whole scene in my P.O.V. |DDD

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*DIRECT COPY FROM MY SKYPE*

Very epik: go to the house first time, dunno what to do. Leave the house. Then go back - thinking of grabbing my earring - but that person didn't find it, so we chat for 30 minutes and then I go backkk... get on my car... driving... then decided to take a U-Turn back the house and finally did it. |DDD

The summarized (?) "convo" we had for the third time I get back to that house...

NOTE: The "convo" is originally in Chinese. I'm lazy to type the epikness out MWAKAKAKA!

WO: *waiting outside the gate, rang the doorbell, twirling my carkey*
TA: *look at me* What happened?
WO: You open the gate first.
TA: Har? Why?
WO: Open first.
TA: Oh. *open the gate*
WO: *walks in*
TA: What happen? *behind the steel door*
WO: Open the door first. *smirks*
TA: What? What? What happen? What do you want to do? Why are you smiling like that?
WO: Open the door first. *continues my smile*
TA: *opens the door*
WO: *looks at the gate* Eh, you might want to leave your gate open.
TA: HUUUH??? Why?
WO: Just open it.
TA: Uhhh... But why? Your tayar poncek izzit?
WO: Juuuust open it.
TA: ... *opens the gate*
WO: *looks at it* Well, I guess it's enough for me to walk then can already... never mind.
TA: Huh?
WO: *speed grab on TA de shoulders and kissed smooched on the lips, then ran away towards the gate........ just to notice that the gate is CLOSING UP* (innerself: wtf?!) *runs through the gate and get onto my car. Make a funny face at TA in the car.......as I SOMEHOW saw TA "smiling"...??? Hmmm. It's a mystery. Oh well~*



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This is my whole journey of stealing a kiss with my own first kiss...
The first time I gathered enough courage to do such thing in 19 years...

Ah, awesomeness.
Shall never forget. |DDDDDDDD