About August and AMG 2015

Insert: Nandemo Ii AMG 2015 Playlist

For the first time in forever, I waltzed into AMG without buying a ticket, and without the worry of a ticket. Why?

Because, I have this thing called... "Performer's Pass".

It's a very awesome thing, this pass is, because it lets me waltz in and waltz out without causing any suspicion- I mean, I can just do that without thinking.

But it's funny to just do that, and I can't help but smiling stupidly when I did that... it actually felt VERY rule-breaking to do that XD

Anyway, this pass is awesome, and... how did I get it?

1. I joined AMG Idol 2015 and got into the prelims.
2. I joined AMG Stage Performance 2015 as the Lead Singer for Nandemo Ii.

Both are great experiences, and I thank god for the people that I met to help me get through the worst that has happened for this whole freaking month.

Thank god it ended satisfactory. I will never forget this.

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I started this month with... depression? Odd, right? How one like me can even get "depression"... well of course I didn't really "GET" depression, like, the mental sickness but I really did felt awfully depressed.

My composition was altered - a heck load. I hated it. I hated the person who altered my stuff into a piece of junk. I hated how we couldn't take that song off the chart. I hated how I have to listen to my own baby that's being altered into an ugly mutant. I hated it.

I had a... very bad... band experience. The rest of the people are fine but it's just that OOOOOOOOOONE person. Sigh. It's the hardest for everyone to pull that through. I slammed the door but actually I didn't mean to, I'm so sorry .w. (Honestly I just wanted to go to the toilet 8'D)

Actually I'm a bit too satisfied right now to even remember what kind of shits happened... these two are the most devastating issue to me. So anyway, enough of this and let's go on to APPRECIATION TIME!!!

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1. Huimin
If it's not because of you, I probably can't go through these whole thing. So I have to thank you for being there to listen to all my rants and get through those issues with me. I will miss you damn load when you intern ;v; You should really get married to your ba- *dragged away*

2. Kaye
You. Woman. Please take care of yourself okei? D< I know you very geng but don't lah go and grab every single job in the world and leave yourself like what little time to rest- wait, isn't this supposed to be appreciation- Well I appreciate you I guess that's why I'm complaining to you- *dragged away*

3. Sam
Mah leader. =w=)7 Respects to you for being able to handle everything. You geng. You're a bit too kind sometimes, though... but that aside, I respect you the most, for knowing everyone's part and stuffs but plsknowyourownpar- *shot*

4. Eva
You improved a lot. I have great respects to you. Please continue drumming. 0v0)b Perhaps in 1 year, you will be better than me... and I wish to see that day to happen >v<)bbb

5. Evie
You're a great person. Please don't stop to be great, and please continue to practice that guitar of yours. You can be better than everyone else if you're given more time to do so. 0v0)/

6. Soyan
I'm so so so so so damn sorry for leaving you aside like that for the first day. >A< I seriously didn't thought of that and I just got too excited to want to get to know everybody in AMG Idol... so sorry >A< I'll make it up for you >A<)/ Thank you for holding mah bag and stuffs and listen to rants and stuffs ;A;

7. Amelia
Thank you for... well, everything, actually. Somehow you pampered me a lot 8'D Your efforts weren't paid off in the end and I'm actually quite pissed :/ Like, why lah sound system? Yeesh. I feel so bad for you. Butanikudon though, that one's damn awesome. Let's go there again- *dragged away* PS: I gotta belanja you gurl >A<

8. Junnie
You missed my performance I missed your performance - now we're equal- *shot for million times* I-I mean, *cough* thanks for the million suggestions and advices that you bagi >v<)/ And you're there to listen to me at THAT particular moment... so thank you for the supports you bagi ;v;

9. The MCs - Shaun and Dante
Thank you so so so much for helping us and giving us supports and encouragements. I know it's been hard to deal with both sides, so thank you very much for giving the best to our band >v<)/ I love you guys, and please stay awesome and.......Punny- *shot*

10. The Crowds/Awesome Audiences
Holyshit- Thank you. THANK YOU SO MUCH AMG CROWDS. You gaiz super supportive and responsive to EVERYONE on stage. I love you guys - the best crowds/audiences EVER! Honestly, that's what kept the performers on the stage to keep going. You gaiz memang good ;v;)bbb I feel so sorry for all the shoutings and yellings and, erm, bad sound system going on... but you guys STAYED. So thank you, thank you SO MUCH! <3

>>> Especially the glowstick peeps. You guys are AWESOME! Please come again >v<)/

11. This NanoFate Doujin Artist
OMG OMG OMG I SAW YOUR WORKS ONLINE. I DIDN'T KNOW. I BUY LIAO BARU KNOW. I love your art, please continue to draw more. ;v;)b It's damn heartwarming... and I wish I can at least get your name orz Why lah your doujin book takda nama @w@ Please put your nama next time >A<

12. AMG Idol Performers
Everyone of you are great people. I enjoyed ALL your performances... I just hoped that the sound system is better and can accommodate all of your needs to perform at your best >A< Stay strong everyone! We shall go out and yumcha together, VERY soon! >v<)/

13. Judges
Without the judges, I can't get this performer pass- *shot* So I have to thank them for giving me a chance on stage to show my passion of music towards the crowds ;v;)b Thank you judges! (I dunno who judged the stage performers, but thank you ALL <3)

14. Coco Bear
Special number for you just because ;D)b Anyway, thanks for your continual supports >v<)/ (I MISS YOUR FOOD OMG-)

15. AMG Doujin Artists / Booth Peoples (I dunno what to call you gaiz sorry orz)
Yes, all the doujin artists out there... please stay awesome and continue to create great arts! I LOVE all your arts! The stickers are DAMN kawaii, the books are DAMN funny... I wish I can buy from you all every year- *dragged away*

16. Mah Yuri Kazoku
Nope, not speaking of names. You know, I know - sudah. Because. Just because. I love you all. <3

17. Everyone that came to support us
I love you all. Thank you. I sucked a whole lot, and I'm very gomen, but still... thank you. Thank you all. <3

18. Raijin
YOU GAIZ ARE AWESOME PLEASE CONTINUE MAKE MUSIC <3<3<3

19. Everyone Who Beared With Me / Like Me
Sorry for my temper. Sorry for my voice. Thank you for liking me and I will do better next time =w=)/

20. All The Food I Makan
Honestly when you see this you'd think that I ran out of things to appreciate... the thing is, I always DO appreciate my food. I'm sorry for all the wasted food. I'm sorry for all the killings that have to be done to become my food. I did my best to finish my food and not waste them but sometimes I just couldn't... so I'm sorry for the wasted food and thank you chefs and foods and sacrifices to became good food to empower me and keep me going ;v;

Last but not least......
21. Sausage and Ribshack
Seriously, I thank this place a WHOLE LOT. Without this place, I can't drag my friends over for a good meal and talk about all our problems without having the fear of people listening to us ;v; I love their makanan and drinks (ZOMG PEAR CIDER <3 I hope they restock on GAYMERS soon ;v; ) and I'll bring all mah HOMIES to sini kalao ada chansu. Every Tuesdays is MEAT AND RICE YO!!! <3

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Thank you everyone. This is Rei, and I love you all.
There's still something worth to live for <3