I Have Something to Tell You...

Insert: Hajimete no Koi ga Owaru Toki (Choucho cover)

Ok. I've think all over and I know what's the reason for telling you all of that.

I've been thinking, that, the letter has been tying you down... maybe.
'cause, I asked, for you not to, erm, leave? Something like that?
But... you know what?

It's actually harder for me to cope with it.

Sure, you've been a great friend but...

My feelings just can't be stopped and I have no idea why.

That's why sometimes I'm very cold to you, or very... I don't know, sarcastic?

I'm trying not to show what I really feel, 'cause it might really... uh, disgust you, maybe.
Or creep you out.

I mean, I really... do...

Then again, I tried myself not to, and something just conflicted within myself.
So.
Things just happened, and I... I just hurt you more and does more than I wished.
So...

So I'm asking you, again, that you would... disregard everything that's in that letter.
'cause I truly regret in writing those words down.

I do not want you to be tied down because of those words.
And if you really do want to leave, please... just... yeah.

You don't need to care about how I feel, 'cause it's actually easier for me to cope with it.

Maybe I'll ask "why don't you care?!" but after some while, I might feel better.
It's bitter, but it's better this way.

After all, I'm more used to this than being used to the uncertainties that would happen.

My feelings, I will keep to myself.
I'll contain them with whatever I could, and perhaps no one can change how I feel.

But...

I hope that you keep true to your own, and ask yourself... think...

If...

If you...

If you do care for me as just a friend would do...

Then...

"Deatta, yokatta... Kimi ga... suki..."

*smiles*

I guess, that's rare enough XDDD

Maa maa maa, I've been thinking too much. Sorry HAHAHA XD

And, after all, I don't think there's a need for me to be around anymore.
It's fine for me to leave this place as soon as possible. =3
There's nothing else that I should be concerned about in this place...

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*cough* I'm not even sure if I have the courage to let you read this *LAUGHS*

After all, you're a super sensitive fox. =v=;;;