A Meaningless Dong Zhi

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I've never thought this day will come...
I am actually alone at home (with a maid).

But I'm sad, really sad.

Today's supposed to be a day where all family members gather around and... yeah.
"Dong Zhi", they call this day.

My sister remembered it well, and even helped me to make Tang Yuan.
Sadly, she's already married, and she won't be staying at home to finish the job with me.
I always thought that my brother would AT LEAST remember it... but no, he didn't.
He even had dinners and everything with someone else.

So I'm left alone.

My parents are out, probably in the plane or something.
I hope they'll come back safe, sincerely.

Or I'm really being left alone.

I already had this feeling when I make Tang Yuan yesterday.
The things kept on scattering, and I thought "what, our family's going to scatter? LOL!"

It wasn't funny now that I thought of it.

Ah, well, I guess it couldn't help it.
Without my parents, they won't do anything anyway.
They wouldn't care much about traditions and stuffs, and just focus on themselves.

Very well then, I shall carry on this damned tradition.
If it pleased you, I shall carry all of the things in this house.
Of course, it'll be a lil' bit too much of a burden... but really, no one's doing it.
My sis can't help, and my bro is too focused on something else.

Blaragh. Whatever.

Pray alone, dinner alone, and... yeah.
Whatever, I really don't want to think about it anymore.
It's making me sad and I really don't like to be emotional. Sigh.

Screw family gathering, screw everything.
I'm gonna be alone.