Foundation in Music, in UCSI

Insert: It's You ~ Piano Version [originally by SuJu, covered by keudue]

So, it's time to update my blog in this new year... or rather, new month.

Damn, I've dragged too much time, it seemed.

But the busy level is too high for me to actually take some time to rest or even type.

Well, I can still sleep and everything, but to do something else in my house?

It's rather hard, to be honest.

Even now, I'm typing my blog in the university/college.

Using my friend's laptop.

But seriously, I really need to get one of my own.

So that I don't need to burden other people... I guess?

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Right now, I'm studying Foundation in Music, in UCSI.

The subjects that it's provided is considered good.

The teachers, too, proved to be knowledgeable, and nice, too.

Currently, I'm still new, and have no favorite teachers at the moment yet.

Though I really wanted to be taught by Ian Lim in vocal.

But... Well, he only teaches classical vocals.

I'm in Contemporary, and is NOT taking vocals.

Ah, first thing to complain about. Yes indeed.

I did not know that you can actually take your Major Instrument in COMPOSITION.

COMPOSITION, I mean.

And... it's not even an instrument!!!

What the hell?

And so, I didn't know that you can actually take it as your Major.

GAHHHH!!!

I'm so DAMN frustrated about this.

To think that I took piano... the instrument that I, could proudly say that I HATED the most.

Not because I hate piano itself, it's just that... I don't like to PLAY it.

I don't mind to listen to the others playing it.

But for myself to play it?

I came to hate it more than my inability to play a guitar or a violin.

And so, I need to risk one semester of playing PIANO for contemporary.

Couldn't even FOCUS in the classes that Willy conducted at ALL.

Not that I dislike his teaching skill or whatever, it's me that UNABLE to cope at all.

Bah... I hate myself.

Now, I need to prepare 3 different songs for my audition NEXT SEM.

It's like, a waste of my FREAKING time?!

One semester, four months!!!

I need to sacrifice FOUR months in piano for composition!

Damn...

Should've ask more people.

And I don't know that you can just take ANY instruments for major regardless of your certificate.

Providing that you know it, that's all.

I should've taken vocals instead, if all else fails. Sigh.

Drum is even better than piano.

Composition will be the best choice, if I can pass the audition though...

Oh well.

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Seriously, 5 hours of waiting IN the college until the next class?

Is SERIOUSLY devastating... BORING!!!

Except for the practice room and library, you have NO WHERE to go at all.

Now I'm waiting DESPERATELY for lunchtime.

At least you can talk loudly and laugh loudly with your friends.

While enjoying your meal of preference.

Instead of being restricted to the library, with SILENCE and nothing to do.

Of course, I found my boredom rewarded with blogging.

Wait.

Do you even understand what I'm saying?

Whatever.

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This Saturday, I'm going to Qiqi's house~

But the sad thing is......

The damned wrench asked for a so called "date" with her.

And so, we need to spend our time in the college for at least 30 minutes...

For what, you may ask.

Malaysian Studies.

DAMN!

Not that I dislike Malaysia and anything...

BUT THE WAY SHE TEACHES!

Bloody hell, I tell you!

She's already a married woman, looking quite aunty-like...

And STILL tries to act cute. WTF?!

But of course, she FAILED miserably...

After that, there's drum classes.

That, I don't mind, of course.

Well, it's already pre-planned, that's why.

But for Malaysian Studies to be replaced in freaking SATURDAY?!

Damn that woman.

I think she have nothing better to do, unlike us...

Sigh.

And it's not like everyone can come.

Because all of us have plans for Saturday for doing OTHER non-school stuffs.

Then in all of the sudden she took away our plans for that day.

The hell on earth......

Oh well, at least I still be able to go to Qiqi's house.

That's the only thing I'm happy about.

DMC4!!!! BAYONETTAAAAAAA!!!!!!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~

Ehem. Anyway...

I'm SO looking forward to it. ^w^

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So this Monday, we were supposed to go for karaoke.

Arwyn joined us. It's FREAKING cool~ 8D

But then, when we arrived there, in Sungai Wang for Greenbox...

We found out something.

They don't have student price.

DAMN!

The cost for Greenbox for 3 hours is RM28++.

Of course, we wouldn't want it.

Then, we went to Neway.

For same duration, the price is RM24++ per person.

It seemed cheaper right?

But it's only in the outside.

Why?

We totally forgot about the tidbits.

There's like, 4 of us, so there's 3 tidbits.

1 tidbits = RM12.

3 tidbits = RM36

So, adding up everything and split them by 4...

Each of us need to pay AT LEAST 40 FUCKING bucks.

40.

Fourty.

FOURTY.

Damn, I can buy like, 12 mangas with those money!

At least, an artwork book!!!

And so, we left the place, after complaining into the person's face.

Funniest thing is: They don't speak English AT ALL.

They can't even understand what we're saying!

Damn. They're really sad.

No wonder Neway is getting worse and worse still.

Oh, and reminder to self: Never go to the Holy Trinity for karaoke anymore.

No student price = DEATH + BANKRUPT.

So, we went for Japin in Sungai Wang.

Arwyn bought poker cards, and we play it.

The losers get a dare.

I dare to say that I'm very happy when I'm able to dare Kou.

Date that someone of his out for Valentines Day.

But then, everything went wrong.

He dared me back to date that someone out.

That someone replied, something I would NEVER expect it to happen.

And so, I discussed with that someone regarding the date.

But it seemed that school is reopening for the other side.

Damn. I cursed, of course.

Still, I tried to work out a date.

And... we're going to confirm it in Wednesday (yesterday).

But then, that someone never replied for it.

Oh well, it's not like it's going to work anyway...

I should've known it from the start.

No, I've already known it from the start.

Sigh.

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After this... will be Valentines day.

Valentines day...

Valenfreakingtines day...

Sigh.

As I said before...

I tried to date someone out, but it appears that I failed to do so.

That someone didn't give me a reply at the end.

Sukoshi kanashii dakedo...

Sukoshi.

Sou, sukoshi dake.

Dake...... kana?

Oh well.

Everything I hoped for succeed ends up failed anyway.

I finally understood what Kou meant by "I'm used to disappointments."

Because, well, now I really getting used to it already.

It's not like I don't try at all.

And we really shouldn't do that dare that day.

The wounded heart gets more cuts at the end, instead of getting healed.

Oh well...

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Well, I guess that's all happening for now?

I'm no longer hoping for anything interesting to happen.

Just wish that I can get myself together in doing the portfolio for the audition. =w=

Maa, sore dake da!

Ja na~