About August and AMG 2015

Insert: Nandemo Ii AMG 2015 Playlist

For the first time in forever, I waltzed into AMG without buying a ticket, and without the worry of a ticket. Why?

Because, I have this thing called... "Performer's Pass".

It's a very awesome thing, this pass is, because it lets me waltz in and waltz out without causing any suspicion- I mean, I can just do that without thinking.

But it's funny to just do that, and I can't help but smiling stupidly when I did that... it actually felt VERY rule-breaking to do that XD

Anyway, this pass is awesome, and... how did I get it?

1. I joined AMG Idol 2015 and got into the prelims.
2. I joined AMG Stage Performance 2015 as the Lead Singer for Nandemo Ii.

Both are great experiences, and I thank god for the people that I met to help me get through the worst that has happened for this whole freaking month.

Thank god it ended satisfactory. I will never forget this.

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I started this month with... depression? Odd, right? How one like me can even get "depression"... well of course I didn't really "GET" depression, like, the mental sickness but I really did felt awfully depressed.

My composition was altered - a heck load. I hated it. I hated the person who altered my stuff into a piece of junk. I hated how we couldn't take that song off the chart. I hated how I have to listen to my own baby that's being altered into an ugly mutant. I hated it.

I had a... very bad... band experience. The rest of the people are fine but it's just that OOOOOOOOOONE person. Sigh. It's the hardest for everyone to pull that through. I slammed the door but actually I didn't mean to, I'm so sorry .w. (Honestly I just wanted to go to the toilet 8'D)

Actually I'm a bit too satisfied right now to even remember what kind of shits happened... these two are the most devastating issue to me. So anyway, enough of this and let's go on to APPRECIATION TIME!!!

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1. Huimin
If it's not because of you, I probably can't go through these whole thing. So I have to thank you for being there to listen to all my rants and get through those issues with me. I will miss you damn load when you intern ;v; You should really get married to your ba- *dragged away*

2. Kaye
You. Woman. Please take care of yourself okei? D< I know you very geng but don't lah go and grab every single job in the world and leave yourself like what little time to rest- wait, isn't this supposed to be appreciation- Well I appreciate you I guess that's why I'm complaining to you- *dragged away*

3. Sam
Mah leader. =w=)7 Respects to you for being able to handle everything. You geng. You're a bit too kind sometimes, though... but that aside, I respect you the most, for knowing everyone's part and stuffs but plsknowyourownpar- *shot*

4. Eva
You improved a lot. I have great respects to you. Please continue drumming. 0v0)b Perhaps in 1 year, you will be better than me... and I wish to see that day to happen >v<)bbb

5. Evie
You're a great person. Please don't stop to be great, and please continue to practice that guitar of yours. You can be better than everyone else if you're given more time to do so. 0v0)/

6. Soyan
I'm so so so so so damn sorry for leaving you aside like that for the first day. >A< I seriously didn't thought of that and I just got too excited to want to get to know everybody in AMG Idol... so sorry >A< I'll make it up for you >A<)/ Thank you for holding mah bag and stuffs and listen to rants and stuffs ;A;

7. Amelia
Thank you for... well, everything, actually. Somehow you pampered me a lot 8'D Your efforts weren't paid off in the end and I'm actually quite pissed :/ Like, why lah sound system? Yeesh. I feel so bad for you. Butanikudon though, that one's damn awesome. Let's go there again- *dragged away* PS: I gotta belanja you gurl >A<

8. Junnie
You missed my performance I missed your performance - now we're equal- *shot for million times* I-I mean, *cough* thanks for the million suggestions and advices that you bagi >v<)/ And you're there to listen to me at THAT particular moment... so thank you for the supports you bagi ;v;

9. The MCs - Shaun and Dante
Thank you so so so much for helping us and giving us supports and encouragements. I know it's been hard to deal with both sides, so thank you very much for giving the best to our band >v<)/ I love you guys, and please stay awesome and.......Punny- *shot*

10. The Crowds/Awesome Audiences
Holyshit- Thank you. THANK YOU SO MUCH AMG CROWDS. You gaiz super supportive and responsive to EVERYONE on stage. I love you guys - the best crowds/audiences EVER! Honestly, that's what kept the performers on the stage to keep going. You gaiz memang good ;v;)bbb I feel so sorry for all the shoutings and yellings and, erm, bad sound system going on... but you guys STAYED. So thank you, thank you SO MUCH! <3

>>> Especially the glowstick peeps. You guys are AWESOME! Please come again >v<)/

11. This NanoFate Doujin Artist
OMG OMG OMG I SAW YOUR WORKS ONLINE. I DIDN'T KNOW. I BUY LIAO BARU KNOW. I love your art, please continue to draw more. ;v;)b It's damn heartwarming... and I wish I can at least get your name orz Why lah your doujin book takda nama @w@ Please put your nama next time >A<

12. AMG Idol Performers
Everyone of you are great people. I enjoyed ALL your performances... I just hoped that the sound system is better and can accommodate all of your needs to perform at your best >A< Stay strong everyone! We shall go out and yumcha together, VERY soon! >v<)/

13. Judges
Without the judges, I can't get this performer pass- *shot* So I have to thank them for giving me a chance on stage to show my passion of music towards the crowds ;v;)b Thank you judges! (I dunno who judged the stage performers, but thank you ALL <3)

14. Coco Bear
Special number for you just because ;D)b Anyway, thanks for your continual supports >v<)/ (I MISS YOUR FOOD OMG-)

15. AMG Doujin Artists / Booth Peoples (I dunno what to call you gaiz sorry orz)
Yes, all the doujin artists out there... please stay awesome and continue to create great arts! I LOVE all your arts! The stickers are DAMN kawaii, the books are DAMN funny... I wish I can buy from you all every year- *dragged away*

16. Mah Yuri Kazoku
Nope, not speaking of names. You know, I know - sudah. Because. Just because. I love you all. <3

17. Everyone that came to support us
I love you all. Thank you. I sucked a whole lot, and I'm very gomen, but still... thank you. Thank you all. <3

18. Raijin
YOU GAIZ ARE AWESOME PLEASE CONTINUE MAKE MUSIC <3<3<3

19. Everyone Who Beared With Me / Like Me
Sorry for my temper. Sorry for my voice. Thank you for liking me and I will do better next time =w=)/

20. All The Food I Makan
Honestly when you see this you'd think that I ran out of things to appreciate... the thing is, I always DO appreciate my food. I'm sorry for all the wasted food. I'm sorry for all the killings that have to be done to become my food. I did my best to finish my food and not waste them but sometimes I just couldn't... so I'm sorry for the wasted food and thank you chefs and foods and sacrifices to became good food to empower me and keep me going ;v;

Last but not least......
21. Sausage and Ribshack
Seriously, I thank this place a WHOLE LOT. Without this place, I can't drag my friends over for a good meal and talk about all our problems without having the fear of people listening to us ;v; I love their makanan and drinks (ZOMG PEAR CIDER <3 I hope they restock on GAYMERS soon ;v; ) and I'll bring all mah HOMIES to sini kalao ada chansu. Every Tuesdays is MEAT AND RICE YO!!! <3

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Thank you everyone. This is Rei, and I love you all.
There's still something worth to live for <3

The Best Week of November

Insert: Guns n' Roses [by Paradise Lunch, Baccano OP]


There's several things I wanted to touch in this month...waitno. This week LAWL!
It's just too amusing, and AMAZING for me. =3


Simply one of the best experience <3


Now, let me start...

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:: Human Communication Presentation ::


I had HC Presentation this Thursday (24/11), so the whole week, including the weeks before that, I've been soooooooooo busy regarding the presentation AND the paperworks. But to be honest, I'm NOT worried at all.


Why?


1. I have the BEST TEAM of my whole life.


I'm not even KIDDING when I mentioned "Best Team". Team 5 compromise of me, Soon Ying Xi, Claudia Hwa, Ziyad, and Alvin. I'm very proud to say that I'm PROUD of every members in this group. They truly gave out all they had for the presentation. Though when we're preparing the paperwork and the slides, there's things going on here and there, but then at the end, everyone just BAM and it's just...perfect. <3


And the outcome...


2. I have NEVER had such a great Presentation in my WHOLE life.


I talked, like river flowing... I'm not thinking, I'm not stopping either! It just came, and there it happened! And the best part was, the slides were PERFECTLY prepared, and everyone were speechless by our presentation (yes, I DARE to say that! =D)


I have never been in such excitement for such a long time...


3. Even AFTER the presentation!


Yes. I am dedicated to write a blog-post for this memorable day, with my teammates. Helpful teammates... Seriously, it's been a long time--- no. I had NEVER had such great teammates before in my LIFE! I love all of them...maybe not the dudes. Since one smokes and another one didn't do much for the paperwork. Still... I respect for what they had done.


I'm just gonna give a shout-out to those honorable people here:

"THANK YOU YOU PEOPLE! YOU MADE MY LIFE WHOLE AGAIN! 8D"

4. Yeap. It was AWESHUM. <3

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::  Contemporary Festival ::


Ohgod. The 2-days consecutive music-orgasm day... nonono. Not JUST my ears, but my body and soul are FILLED with musics! And I came to respect a lot of people because of their performances... =3 If I must name one, it would be Rebecca, the drummer. Though I don't really like the way she hits it (compare to other drummers with... weird antics, I must say LAWL!), I definitely respect the skills she had and the improvisations/ideas she had in mind =3


That aside...


1. I learned DAMN lot from the workshops.


I don't know why there's so few people around the corner but... I dare to say that the ticket fees definitely WORTH IT. From all of these workshops, I realized that, though most of them said almost the same things... one needs to LEARN how to do so, is pretty hard and requires a lot of stuffs within one self.


Let's say... Learning how to "Listen to the others" and "Respect their spaces".


Don't get it? Lemme tell you.


Listen to the others - refers to listening to what the others are playing. The dynamics, the flow, how many bars, the harmony, etc. Now while listening closely, you can based on them, and do your thing. Especially when one's soloing, you NEED to know when they're playing on some special things that you can help to add in - especially for the rhythm sections, those cues are important.


Respect their spaces - You do your thing, but you DON'T overcross the line/boundary in the harmony. What does that means? It means that... (especially while one's soloing), you do NOT play louder than the other instruments, and you must know what you can do to compliment and help in building up, not to force or being the leader or the one that wants to outshine instead. That occurred quite often in bands, where each of them wanted to show their skills and whatsoevernot. But then, they forgot about this, and they tend to blast their techniques all over the places...which I don't approve, and I don't get the music flow thanks to that. :/ and it's a quite famous Western band that did it, which I am deeply DISAPPOINT.


I wrote SO MUCH and learned SO MUCH from these workshops. I wrote a total of... 4 pages FULL of shtuffs from listening to them. Normal class couldn't even make me write them down. But these workshops are just...aweshum.


Though, note to self - never listen to the others on WHICH workshop you should go. Because I kind of disappointed when I went to the Ensemble Workshop and I SO wanted to go for the Bass Workshop, which I can ask more questions... DAMN! >A< If there's another Bass-related workshop, I'M GOING DDDDDDD<


2. Gonzalo Rubalcaba is my Inspiration.


Ohhhhhhyesbabeh. I dare to say this. There's NEVER a single musician is able to inspire me, but his workshop, definitely could. (Speaking of this, I SHOULD go and listen to Kajiura Yuki's songs and all those Final Fantasy songs and... mmmhmmm, let's just make them inspire me more from musics themselves ;3)


He thought me a lot of shtuffs, though some I already knew subconsciously but still, they're good shtuffs. I wrote 3 pages for HIS words, and he inspired me in how my new song SHOULD be =3 (which I was pretty confuzzled and headache of that piece @w@)


I note down A LOT of words that he spoke. Like...


"If you think of the things you wanted, you will find times for them. But if you don't think of them, you won't even do it."
>>> I thought a lot regarding this... it's so true. When you think of the things you wanted to do, you will naturally fix a time for it. But if you don't think of them at all, you forget about them, and you won't even do it.


"Need to spend time at least 5 - 10 minutes together in a family."
>>> Morale support is important, and it's important to let your family to know what you're doing and stuffs. Though I personally don't do this pretty much (because... haha. <w<) but I DO agree with this statement. (Just that, I didn't do it. OTL|||)


"Little simple things give you a bright moment and give you energy/support to continue."
>>> A simple nod, a simple hug, an acknowledgement... They're not much, but they drive you further indeed. =3


"Listen to people around you."
>>> Listen to people's thoughts - each and everyone had different conclusion in their mind regarding one situation. That includes the things that you did, and produced. It's important to listen to people's comments about the things you've done - whether if they're acceptable in the community, or they're not. Of course, it's not about "follow what people wanted", it's just to listen, and to improve. If you don't listen, you cannot improve. (But of course, listen wasn't just using your ears - read those comments includes in this as well. XD)


"Love is what fix everything."
>>> It's true. When you have love, you know how to accept things. You open your heart out and listen to them, listen to yourself. And if there's love, there will be no war, no hate... yeah, you got it ;3


"Let the music to surprise you, surprise yourself of what you can do."
>>> Follow the flow of the music, and let yourself to follow the music as you play and improvise... let them lead your play, and surprise your own self =3


"Tell a story in a more unique way. Forget what you have done before, try new things."
>>> Everyone tells the same story, but how to make it more interesting and more unique? This phrase is pretty important <3


"Respect the space of each one, and cooperate/learn how to pay together. Acceptance is important."
>>> You can only respect someone when you start to accept them? Hmmm... Though I agree both of them are VERY important in playing as a group, since you need to respect their playing, and accept their playing, in order to function as a team.


"We need to listen to each other. [Cut] We rehearse without these (amplifiers)."
>>> Remember: Amplifiers are only to project and amplify the sounds of the instruments. Still, they don't control your original-volume as you play. And to play as a group so to harmonize the whole band, is to listen to each of them. Without amplifiers, you learn to listen using their own original volume. As you proceed, you're able to control your own dynamics/volumes to match the other one. This is a way to improve your band-playing as well. (VERY IMPORTANT! >D)


Yyyyeap. All of his words... definitely worth the original price of RM50--- no. I don't even THINK that should be the extent of it. It worth even MORE than that! If you want me to pay RM100, I would SO go for it =3


After all those workshops...


3. MY FIRST TIME OUTDOOR CONCERT!!!


I have NEVER been into an outdoor concert before... And it was just amazing! Seeing the crowds having fun... wow. The first day, I memang HOT LIKE MAD! That wasn't the extent of the outdoor concert...


4. My first-time experience of LASER-ART!!!


It was simply AWESHUM! I dare to say that I'm so touch by its beauty that I nearly cried for the first time seeing it <3


That was the first day, though...


5. Second day: MAH FIRST TIME UNDER THE RAIN CONCERT!


Ohyeahbabeh. SYOK BETUL! And it was really amusing that even though it's raining, people still gather around and have fun with the musics! 8D Damn proud of this concert itself wei! <3


6. I dare to say, this is my First-ever BEST CONCERT!


Ohyes. The players in this festival are all top-notch people. ESPECIALLY OUR OWN UCSI BAND. It was simply AMUAZING. I must emphasize again: AMUAAAAAAZINGGGGGG. And Frances is definitely AWESHUM! Through this concert, I once again held utmost respects to everyone playing up the stage there. And especially Mr. Juan Pablo. I simply adore his compositions! Though I dislike the fact that the teachers said that "Pop musics are JUNK musics", but I must understand that compare to those Latin musics, Pop musics are really NOTHING.


Still, I wanted to compose AWESHUM Pop Musics. >D


And seeing how Ms. Lee conducted in the stage makes me wanna to that too LAWL! XDDD


7. And I dare to say: Asians play BETTER than anyone else!


Yes, Westerners may sound better in vocals but... Instrument and band wise, I don't know why, I'm deeply moved by the Asians' bands. (Especially our school's band, once again 8D Though they compromise of different members for each songs but still, best of the best!)


But then hor, that vocalist in Asian Beats hor... Sorry lah, but I REALLY want to hor, beat the crap out of your and let the saxophone/trumpet to take your place lah. D< YOU SHUCKS. Let Frances sing your place! LET HER DO HER JOB! -shot-


I was wondering why Asians play better... was it because I'm bias? But I really don't get the feel when the westerner's band's playing it :/ Not only me, Kou felt the same as well. And also the others... hmmm. I wonder why. Was it because Asian players listen to more genres of musics? Hmmmmmmmmm. -thinks-


8. Still... IT'S AN AWESHUMSAUCE WEEKEND!!! 8DDDDDDDDDD


Though, I must note to self: When it's a Contemporary Music Fest, it's best to bring your LOVER instead of your best friend, because those romantic songs sounds just soooooooo awkward at that time, and especially when you and your best friend are FOREVER-ALONE-ING. =3=;;;

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Phew... After those things for the week, I'm... sick. XD
Must be because of the rain and the things I ate <w<
I should get some more rest... .w.


WHAI YOU BLEED RIGHT NOW?! WHAAAAAI ;A;


I TOMORROW EXAM WHAI YOU BLEED RIGHT NOW?! TAT


I just hope that my Drum Exam will be smoothly conducted ;3; -prays to the god-

Bon Odori 2011! 8D

Insert: Hare Hare Yukai [by Hirano Aya]

BON ODORI TWO THOUSAND ELEVEN!!!
I must say... IT'S THE BEST UP 'TILL NAOOO!!! 8DDD

Firstly, I haz my dear candy Coco Bear!!!
Then, I haz dear obaa-chan Pachinko Sakai-chan Blootot SACHIKO!!!
After that, I haz mah dear 黑社会大姐 Reina-onie-sama!!!

And... I haz uke shota-kun who wants a harem Katsu-chuan Katsuki!!!
Last but not least... I haz Alien ohime-sama-janai Mio Yuki-chuan!!!
Out of luck, we stumbled into:
1. SUPER SAIKANG QIQIQIQIQIQIQIQIQI~~~
2. SUPER LUKA-MOM WITH FRYING PAN AS WEAPONS LULU~~~
3. SUPER SAIKANG punye VIOLENT waifu.........tte dare dake??? Owo
4. SUPER... uhhh... SUPER............ UHHH... FB-FWEN CHARLEEN!!! (lolwhut)
5. SUPER FRIEND WHO GIVES US FREE HUGS VANESSA!!!
6. SUPER UKE PUNYE UKE Azunyan? OLD FRIEND CHUN YAU!!!

8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

See? Loads of funs. *Heart sign~*

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So, I start of the day with calling Kou out,

Went to Tesco and buy fresh stuffs,

And begin to make sandwiches...

(He said he had a phobia, but I had yet to understand what's that phobia...)

Then, we pack them up, and he mandi in my house.

After that, we went to Reina's house...

Pick her and her saru up...

Then we go eat Belacan Ramen.

Then, we collect everything...

And go to Salonpass Sharon's house...

The hell began.

Wearing the DAMN yukata takes much more time than I imagined.

Especially the tying of the DAMN obi...

MY GAWD.

I'm telling you, I'm gonna buy a male's yukata the next time!!!

I. DON'T. CARE.

Or an easy-wearing yukata...

Seeing how easy Onie-sama wore hers makes me wonder:

"Why did I buy mine in the first place...?" OTL|||

Sadcase indeed.

OH! I forget to say...

Onie-sama looked like a gangster boss ladeh. 8DDD

Especially with the black glasses. -heartsign~-

Me rrrieks.

Kou... before he wore it fully, he looked like kena raped like that LOLZ! XD

After wearing... OHHH~~~ Lengchai~~~ Are you a foreigner? Are you free tonight???

8DDDDDDDDDDD

Sachiko... do I need to explain how beautiful she is? -rollseyes-

I liked it from the top to the toe (especially the hair) and of course...

THE RABBIT TEETH DESUUU!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Me? -sigh- I guess I'm either too short or too fat...

I really had a FREAKING hard time dealing with the yukata... =v=

Well, at the end I had helps from saru for the Yukata + Obi...

Then the rest of the make-up + hairstyling by Kou =3

They said that I'm cute buttttt...

I see myself as an aunty trying to act cute OTL|||

-cough- Anyway...

Wearing the whole yukata took us more than 1 hour...

And it's nearly 5p.m. after we went back to Reina's house,

Grabbing the male's obi (because Kou didn't brought his...),

And make up... =v=

As we reached there, it's 6 something (I guess?),

And we're just so LUCKY that we get to park a place. -PHEW!!!-

The first that we met up with are Katsu-chuan and Mio-chuan~

Sadly they're not wearing yukata that day LOLZZZ!!! XDDD

They walk with us like... they're aliens LMAO!

I don't know why, but Reina and Saru went off,

Only the three of us + the two without yukata were walking to buy stuffs.

Suddenly, some certain people came by and asked us to take picture with them Owo

Oddddddddddd...

Not only one batch, but SEVERAL batch @w@

What the heck...?

It seemed that we're popular...

Or all people in Yukata are popular??? Owo?!?!?!

Shiranai.

Yappari wakannai.

Anyway, we bought... only some lil' things,

Since we brought sandwiches.

The sandwich made by Kou was really NOT BAD!

So stop saying that it's not good, okay? =v=

I mean, everyone who ate it said that it's nice... =v=

After some while after we gathered back,

Qiqi, Charleen, Lulu, Vanessa, and the others came!!! 8DDDDDDD

We haz hugs and everything...

And of course, let's not forget about the molestation on some certain beautiful leg...

That belongs to 黑社会大姐 Onie-sama~~~ XDDD

Then, there's an awesome sight of CHASING. O0O

Go, go, Qiqi!

I don't know who you're chasing but... GOOO!!! XDDDDDD

After some while... It's the start of the first round dancing.

I'm not there joining them, but Yuki + Katsu were going... =v=

Should've joined them OTL|||

Because there's a phone call. =v=

I was...... shocked? That this caller would call me and ask where am I?

Well, why can't the caller just call Reina instead? -sigh-

Oh well, I better go then...

Though I told the caller previously that we would meet if there's fate.

And yes, there is fate where the phone line happened to work...

But I really don't want it to happen.

It seemed that the prayer had proven to be useless... =v=

Oh well...

I seemed to be really childish... -sigh-

BUT! I bought Danish Sticks!!! 8DDD

HOT ONESSSSSS!!! -heart~-

But I didn't get to eat it though =x=

Sadcaaase...

And so, I walked back, and I spotted my caller.

Ooookaaaaaaaaaaay..................nowshouldIgoback? =v=???

I was hesitating so much because I got bored with walking around the stores...

And I can't go to the dance nor the toilet with so many things in hand...

Shizzles.

AHHHH~

Hard the head skin GO LARH!

Gah, the caller saw me.

KOUUUU~~~~~~ ;A;

TASUKETEEEE~~~

But of course, at the end, I kept a distance with my caller,

And avoid AAAANY single eye-contact.

Only called Kou and only Kou...

I think Sharon kinda wondered "What the heck happened?"

Haha... =v=

Luckily Yuki came back, and I left to the toilet with her... XP

And I have fun teasing her regarding Yagami... 89999999999

MWAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAAAAAA~~~

Ara ara, Yagami-kun wa yappari "shiawase" da yo ne~

Yuki-chuan mo onaji da yo ne~~~~~~

O~~~HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOO~~~ -pervyfaec-

After the whole toilet incident,

We went back to our spot...

While I continue in teasing someboudeh... >DDD

Ahhhh... So much fun... <3

As we went back...... IT WAS EMPTY!!!

(They had went dancing over there~~~)

I don't know why but I'm SO damn happy!

Okay, I know I'm being very immature here but......

And a lot of people commented "Sai mm sai oh..." but...

I'm just feeling awkward...kinda.

Whatever.

Oh well, I shall be there and nibble on mah danish stick--- COLD JOR~~~ DDD;

Sadcase...

At least I still have the sandwiches... Yum~~~

Wayne Papa teman me for a while...

Sadcase his loupo left him there XDDD

Lalalalala~~~

After the second round, they're back.

I'm so glad that my caller went back already... phew...

Now that I don't need to escape to avoid, I feel kind of relieved somehow...

Siiigh...

But then... Katsu-chuan also went back. =3=

I is sad...

Did we took a pic? I don't think so as well... OTL|||

At least I get to drink some aweshum shtuffs.... >DDD

ASAHI BEER!

SAKE!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

And since I'm not driving later, I CAN HAZ DRINK DESU!!!

PS: It was Reina who drove us here today =3 Arigatou Onie-samaaa~~~

PPS: We got a lil' "maigo" somehow LOLZZZ

FINAL ROUND OF DANCING!!!

It was EPIK.

Instead of joining the people in the middle to dance...

We formed our own line (though it's just a 4 - 5 people line) on the red path...

And start to dance! 8DDD

And this was also when we met CY. PX

Nice meeting you again!!! =3333333333

We dance dance dance...

And we dance until the speakers there...

From Panasonic clock tower until the speakers... wow.

We're SURELY amazing... =v=

And in between the intermissions, we ran back towards our starting point LOL!

It was really EPIK!!! XDDDDDDDDD

And so much fun. -heartsssssss-

Not to mention that there's a lot of people took photos of us... what the heck??? =A=?!

And we don't know them @w@

So weird...

Did they photo every single people with yukata or just us because we're in a HUGE crowd???

Or was it because of Sachiko the beauty, Kou the handsome uke and Reina the gorgeous aweshumness??????

Whatever it is... I don't think they would recognize me... =v=

Though I hope that they would tag me...

I HAZ NEEDZ NEW PROFILE PIC DESU DAKARA SAA!!! DDDDDDX

Ahhh...

This day has really been satisfying...

But not good enough...

I DIDN'T MEET A LOT OF FWENS THAT WENT THERE DDD8

Not fairrrrr... \(=3=)/

Suan liao. -sigh-

At least I have mah gang here. -heartsss-

Next year: Bon Odori 2012... IN PENANG!

Let's GO there!!! >DDDDD

And so, that's the end of--- wait.

THERE'S STILL PTT!!! 8DDDDDD

Between me, Yuki, Kou, Reina, and Sachiko.

Awesomeness overwhelming.

Especially the chegai Shiritori XDDDDDD

I can't believe it went sooooo off topic and we STILL can continue LMAOOO!!!

It was SUCH an awesome night...

And the drinks were AWESOME as well!!!

Thank you Sharon!!!

ME RABBU YOU DESUUU!!! -chuchuchu~~~-

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Yesyes, I know I'm immature... Childish... You name it.

But it's some sort of awkwardness in my heart just came up...

I dare to answer the calls, but...

I just didn't seemed to dare facing it.

Ah well, I shall continue this in another blog post...

After I finished my re-cover of JBF. =v=

Ciaozzz for NAO! 8DDDD

MULTIPLE K!!!

Insert: Wei Le Ni Er Huo [by Y2K]

Friday... July 8th...

The so-called BEST DAY in the whole last week...

Morning, went to school, blahblahblah... skip that.

Then... after school, around 2, went to fetch people...

First, Reina, then to Times Square...

Get Kou in the squad (lolsquad?)...

We MARCHED into Sungai Wang.

PS: Mana ada block? Takde pun~ 8DDD

NOTE: It's just freaking 3p.m.... =A= Of course takde larh...

We heard that Katsu had already arrived there,

And so, we MARCHED even faster...

And REACHED! 8DDD

Daaaaaaamn...

I never knew that Katsu can sing so well in the lower range Owo

She's a REAL Alto... +A+!!!

I iz very the happy to sing with her that day <3

And thanks to her, and Reina, it made S.H.E. songs POSSIBLE...

FOR THE VERY FIRST TAIMUUU!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

We had so MUCH fun... pitching the keys......

We go +1... +2... +3....... +4!!!!!! 8DDDDDDDD

It's SO MUCH funnnnnn~~~~~~~ <3

Especially singing Ku Bu Chu Lai in +4 and... w00tzzz~~~ 8DDDDDDDDDD

Me and Kou, especially, sing like MAAAAAAD today <3

But WALAOEH!!! So tired xwx

After that, around 8p.m....

You must wonder why we can sing soooooo long from 3p.m. to 8p.m.

I guess it's because there's REALLY no customers around there... =v=

If it wasn't because of the time and what's gonna happen on 9th July,

We would just sing sing sing sing siiiiiiiinggggggggggggggg...

Until there's no tomorrow... 8DDDDDDDDD

Anyway, We drove to Kepong...

Seriously: NO ROADBLOCKS, NO CARS, NO NOTHING.

CLEEEEEAAAAARRR aje...

But of course, my mom and sis called me for so many times telling me it's dangerous...

Kepong is MORE dangerous......

Blahblahblahblahblah...

And... yeah.

That's why I left early anyway =v=

In Kepong, we went to Kuai Le foodcourt.

And... the first thing I saw is two... Vietnams? fighting.

Take one chair and is READY to hit the other dude...

Woooaaahhh...

Kepong is REALLY dangerous ohhhhh~~~ 8DDDDDDD

We found a place, sat down, and we start to order foods...

We ordered Takoyaki (which they gave 5 and only 3 are REAL Takos... the other 2 are Katsu), Okonomiyaki (hmmm... flour more than sayur...), O-Jian (Okk aje... The lala... Hmmm...), and Fried Lobak Gou (ah, this one I like. <3)

To be honest with you:

That day the stuffs weren't that nice compare to the last time,

When I go with the band members....... Hmmm. =\

Weird......

Katsuki ordered pasta... ok ok aje. Kou cook better 8D

I side-ordered a chilli noodle... which end up before MA RRRAT Noodle =A=!!!

At the end, we finished everything except for the extra-hot noodles...

During this time, we talked about a lot of stuffs...

And we touched about the topic of some certain dust.

We talked a lot of stuffs about him,

And there's one really good phrase that made us all liked it:

"你的存在本身就是个很大的错误╮(╯_╰)╭"

And so, we all decided to make this our status right after we get back.

Mana tau...

Some certain T come by and talk about things that... doesn't even make sense!

He thought that he had a lot of sense, but actually he doesn't.

Gah, I don't wanna talk about it.

Even the victory is not proudful.

I mean...

To "argue" with such a thing that doesn't understand a single thing at all...

Is a very, very, sad thing to do.

I feel so damn sad about myself.

Guilty, of course, on ganging up on someone such inferior.

Because...

No matter how much we WANT this thing to understand, it just doesn't.

Like, some sort of barrier is "shielding" it off from the bad words...

Or it's just deaf--- sorry, blind.

And so, I never should've started it in the first place...

Bullying a handicapped thing is a very bad thing to do.

I am so, so, sad.

8D

Funniest thing is, if I'm not mistaken, that same thing came by and so kindly visited,

And replied my posts.

And... again, if I'm NOT mistaken...

It might've misunderstood some certain things in my posts.

Of total 7 posts that this replier replied on,

And IF my hunch is correct,

There's actually 2 posts that wasn't about the subject that its mentioning about,

And one post it might've put itself into the subject although it wasn't meant to be its.

And there's actually one post that's about clearing all the problems off,

Sadly it doesn't comment... perhaps he doesn't get it?

Just because the name is different, by the way?

Who knows? -shrugs-

Or maybe it's a denial...wait, does it even understand what's "denial"?

And all those words that I'm saying: Does it really understand?

I'm happy for someone who actually came over and replied but...

I'm not happy when people READ, but STILL doesn't understand them.

And reply BULLSHITS......

But...

I don't care.

Come and visit, come and reply.

Because at the end, you still doesn't understand the real truth of the my whole life...

Or perhaps they're lies.

Who knows? -shrugs-

=3

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Oh, if you're wondering what's the "Multiple K" about...

Let me break it down to you:

Reina and I, are going to KL with Kou and Katsu to sing Karaoke then makan at Kepong and it's a KA-BANG! day but at the end Kena Kacao by a big block of DUST.

The end of story of this day.

CIAO~ 8DDD

Smile ^w^

Insert: Smile [by Avril Lavigne]

Yesterday Sunday,

A very typical Sunday?

No.

That's why I'm typing this out anyway. =3

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[ Morning ]

7a.m....

Plans for today:

Choir at 1p.m.

Meet Yuki at night for a dinner + yukata.

So I wake up so early for what? I don't know.

But I can't sleep back, so just wake up.

Walk down the stairs, make my breakfast.

Saw my dad lying on the sofa.

Uhuhhhh...

I asked him, he said he's waiting for people to come and fetch him to makan Bak Kut Teh.

Ooooookaaaaaayyyy...???

I went back into the kitchen, wash wash wash, then I hear him cough.

Pour a drink for him, and let him drink.

Wah, he seemed to be "obedient" today...

He's actually drinking water.

Hmmm...

The uncle came, and my dad's out.

Okay, out you go. Byebye.

Neeext: Continue washing + FB.

Walao, tak boleh tahan, sleepy.

Okay, I sleep.

At... 9 or 10 something?

Then my dad called me to open the gate for him.

Huuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh...

I DID recall that he DID brought his keys with him...

Nevermind that.

I opened the door, and then I saw him weakly came in.

THE HECK DAD?!

YOU'RE SICK AND YOU STILL GO MAKAN BAK KUT TEH?!

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF------

-shakes head-

Worse thing, later I have choir... -sigh-

Dim xun? -shakes head shakes head-

So, I told my sis and my bro.

At first, they're like:

"Har? Later I need to go out worrr..."

"Mmm, tell dad that if he needs someone call me lar."

=w=

The heck la you people.

Fine...

I go out choir at 12 something (I think),

Then... I won't tell you about the details,

It's pretty stupid, for me,

And I missed SyncTone. ;3;

-cough- Anyway, not the main point...

I FLYYYYY back home,

Use the shortest time to reach home from UCSI:

5 MINUTES.

WOAW.

I reach home, I thought no one at home.

Mana tau...

"Uik, my bro's here?"

Then I open door.

"Wah, so YAN CAI gehhh??? Owo"

My sis, my bro, my sis-in-law, plus IvAn.

(IvAn, my nephew, not IvEn. 8D)

Phew...

Thanks to this, I'm less guilty for not being at my dad's side while he's sick. =v=

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[ Nighttime ]

Called Yuki out...

Wow, how long have I NOT call her original name again?

It feels like... years. XD

Gomen na Yuki PX

We went to dinner at Wongkok,

Then we chatted...

A lot.

Seriously, I never thought that we can actually chat this smoothly...

After... I don't know, 2 months of "cold war"?

I mean, we didn't really spoke for 2 months... Hmmm...

And I was like "what topics should I talk with her... Hmmm..."

Never thought the things just come up so smoothly HAHA!

And oddly, she had the same thought as me LMAO! XDDDDDDD

So we chat chat chat... A lot of stuffs lar.

Then after dinner, Yuki drove me back...

But...

I'm like "I don't want so fast go back oh..."

"Oh, then you want call Reina out?"

"Uhhh... But, so late... I need to stay at home ohhh..."

"Like this arrr..."

"...........GO OUT LARH! I call Reina! 8DDD"

"OH OH OH OKAY!"

Then we go all the way from Midah to Kuchai Lama.

We baru notice one thing as soon as we took Reina up.

"AHHHH!!! KOU AHHHHHH!!! WO SHANG LE ZEI CHUANNN!!!"

"AHHHH~~~ KEONG GAN AHHH~~~ BONG GAH AHHHH~~~~~~~"

"LU DIAM DIAM MAI CHA LAR!!! KII XIAOOO!!!"

"......what the......... YOU ALL GO OUT YAMCHA NO CALL ME LARH?!"

"NI YAO LAI MA?!"

"YAO YAO YAO! LAI ZAI WO LAI ZAI WO!!!"

"OHHHHOKEHOKEHHH!!!"

So, from Kuchai Lama, we gooooo to LM area.

Throughout the whole journey... memang CHE GAI.

Especially that "Beautiful Butterfly" LAWL

All the while, we're yelling and screaming in the car...

And ZAT each other like MAAAADDDDDDD~~~

So long man, since last year Animangaki...

Reina said that this is the first time that she had seen this lively scene...

Maa, sore wa honto desu wa ne. PX

After getting Kou, the car is even more "livelier"...

Or should I say, CRAZIER.

Everyone was yelling, screaming, laughing, and shouting at each other.

So long... Too long... This kind of feeling had came back finally.

-sigh-

I feel so bad about myself in all of the sudden.

And all the people around me...

Well, I seemed to drag a lot of people around me down because of this so...

Minna, honto ni gomen nasai. -bows-

Meiwaku kakete gomen nasai. -bows-

Kizutsukeru tte gomen nasai. -bows-

Okay, CONTINUE WITH THE STUFFS!!!

In Mamak.

We order foods.

Then...

We start to GON BUI.

Starts with Kou: The four of us were together again! *gan bei*

Me can't think ATM, so it gives to Reina.

I forgot what was it....... whatever, it deserves a *GAN BEIII*

OH, then I remembered what to say:

I hope that the person on my left and the person in front of me can BREAK UP WITH THEIR BOYFRIEND ASAP!!!!!!

Reina: This, I GAN!

Kou: -NODSNODS- GAN!

Yuki: -nodsnods- Gan!

Me: GAN AHHHHHH!!!!!!!

LOLness.

But VERY epik.

Lovely taimu. PX

We CHE GAI--- I mean, chat chat YAMCHA FANTOI until 12?

And Yuki began to send one by one home.

Starts with Kou, then Reina... then me.

But somehow... there's a twist.

Since I suddenly asked her if she wants to stay over my house LOL

(As a joke in the beginning, manatau she really stayed over Owo)

So...

We get back to HER place, then took her stuffs...

I'm not gonna describe how's her place, you should go see it yourself... if you wanna. PX

Then back to my place...

And CHUI her to go bath so that I can sleep earlier.

(it's nearly 1 or over 1 when we finally got back)

I even helped her dry her hair LMAO!

Because I'm lazy to take the tilam out and I don't want her to wet my pillows... =v=

Lalalalala~~~

Hai, tsuzukeee~

We chat chat chat CHAT CHAT CHAAAATTTTT...

Sampai bila I pun taktau.

Because when we lie on the bed we still continue chatting like MAAAAADDD...

Though I DID get some sleep in the end LOLZ

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Ah well, that's the end of the "fun day" yesterday.

It might be pretty lame for most of you people, but it's a great memory for me. =3

Yeah, like I said to her...

I gained too much from my family, which I don't feel happy at all.

So what I actually FELT the happiness from, is just some lil' things.

Be with someone I love, just holding hands...

Be with a bunch of people, just fooling around like madman...

Be alone and able to listen to good musics...

Just so simple, yet I feel happy.

You give me a BUNCH of $$ I also can't get as happy as this.

Seeeerioussss.

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Okay, enough of this.

I'm gonna post up another one with only the feelings. PX

Because... Well, I might write a lot of stuffs LOLZZZ

CIAO~~~ <3